craziness

am i fine???

i guess i'm fine.
but if i'm fine,
then tell me.

why is my pillow wet at 1.40 AM?
why is my tissue box empty?
and why oh why are my eyes red n puffy?

wat's wrong with me?
this is total
mayhem

overwhelming

there are too many things
going around in my head nowadays.
i'm sorry if i don't act like the old me.
it's weird when you think about something,
and then it can change your personality in a blink of an eye.

and it's even weirder
when you want to avoid
the thing that you love (loved?) most.

i'm confused
juz give me a minute to get my sane back.
and i'll see what i can do.
it's very overwhelming
the feeling that i feel now.
i don't even know wat i'm feeling.

too many feelings at the same time.
anger. disappointement. depressed. sad. annoyed. bitter. failure.
i can't tell which is more overwhelming.

i don't know...
i'm being very weird lately.
and i noticed that i didn't hug everyone in the morning
like i always do
and then, this ship is sailing farther away than the others.
wait- what the heck am i saying

i only wanted to say a few words and go away
but i guess i got carried away.
i wonder if i'll feel better tomorrow?
this thing has been going on for... what? 2 weeks?

i need to get a hold of myself.

annoyed

aku taulah die tu pandai! biarlah
die!

=.="

since when was checking your math's result a crime???

is it so wrong?

i'm sorry, but i don't have the time to show you

my great results.

and anywayz,

i know you're clever-er than me.

:D

don't be so jealous, honey.

there's nothing to be jealous about.

oh, by the way, darling,

i forgot to tell you something.

.

.

.

GO DIE, please~

xoxoxo kisses

love, your lovely sweetheart~

study

I
NEED
TO
STUDY
HARDER
DOT