STUPID COMPUTER

there's sumthing wrong with my comp

so i wont be posting nything for a while...
stupid computer.

oh yh,
shaza, juz uz u won the bet,
doesn't mean that u'll always win

i want a rematch!!!!

REMATCH!!!!

i was sleepy.
so shut up.

SECRET RECIPE -YES? -NO?

*sigh*

daddy says nak makan kek
tapi...
malaslah

haha

no, seriously,
i'm lazy

n i'm in my jammies
so..
malas nak tukar baju

*sigh*

that reminds me of the waiter at OU
n susu

hahaha

susu!!!
are u still in luv with that waiter???

muahahaha.

*sigh*
oh well.....

.
.
.

i'm not going
uh-uh

not moving
nopez

.
.
.

still not moving

okay,
i'm not going

n now i'm gonna find info
for the sivik thingie

ASYRAF AND
WHOEVER ON MY TEAM!!!!

if i'm gonna do ALL this

U GUYS are going to do the presentation
NOT me

UNDERSTOOD????

well,
bubye
i still luv y'all

even though it kills me

*sigh*

SYAZA, QUIT TEASIN'

syaza diyana!!!
haha
ur evil

btw,
farah's house is no. 8
JLN J
i think

THINK

n i alredy read the host
my cuz got it
i'm not jeles
idiot.
muahahaha

n bout the homework,
nearly done

so quit teasing me!
u bafoon!
haha

p.s: still luv u,
as always

EX-PYOLIWLIYOBAHASTOBUNBOG

hi!!!

hehe, i'm back!!!

n i laughed so much today
i don't really know why

anywayz,
this morning
i woke up.
heard amirul laughing loud
and went downstairs

then i saw
my bro
zahid
amirul
faris
afiq
ashraf
my lil bro
n my other lil bro
and
some other ppl
who was bunched up
in front of the ps2
screaming n shouting
over a football game.

???

anywayz,
i went down to eat
and i heard
sumthing
amirul saying

amirul: wei, jgn cakap mcm tu!
faris: knapa?
amirul: fatin gemuk tu nanti ckp ngan farhana.
farhana marah kang... nanti tak dapat nak kahwin!!!

me: ???

so i went to take my breakfast upstairs
to eat while watching telly.

and those guyz were like
laughing so loud
u could hear it from china!

*sigh*

so i shouted at them to shut their mouth up

petang tu,
gi rumah nurul

and at her house.
i was playing with hanah

then we went out
n susu said
sumthing bout
shaza giving her a msj
but she malas nak reply

so... then we talked some more
and in front of the surau,
i saw shaza
remembered wat susu said
n juz said hi
susu
well,
lokked kinda blurr
n i was laughing at her

so wen shaza passed
i reminded her bout the
phone-ignore-him-malas-thingy
and we laughed

then i told her bout the guyz this morning
she was like

susu: *shouting* WAT????
hahaha

we talked some more
n she told me bout
miley cyrus
demi lovato
selena gomez
being all goody-two-shoes

she says she's having problems
with goody-goody-gurls
so then shaza
(who was jogging)
passed,
n susu was shouting
(most probably at his ear)

I HAVE A PROBLEM WITH
GOODY-GOODY GURLZ!!!!

so i was laughing
n she was like

susu: wat?
me: tak taulah kalau shaza pekak
haha. u screamed right next to his ear
susu: haha

so we talked some more
n laughed
A LOT

then we talked bout the boyz again
n suddenly,
we made this nicky

ex-pyoliwliyobahastobunbog

which is short for

ex-person-you-like-who-likes-you-back-and-had-something-together-but-not-boyfriend-girlfriend

done

but it was long
(obviously)

so we shortened it to bunbog

haha
this is weird

then we went to the small park

and susu n i sat in front of my house
she saw a person wearing green

n she said

susu: who's that guy in the green shirt?
he looks so skinny

then i teman her
to the end of the park
cuz she doesn't know if she'll meet her
bunbog

and there he was
wearing that ugly green shirt
mr.-skinny-bunbog

hahaha

then i met ifwat,
izzat,
n epi

we asked if they knew anyone by the name
ex-pyoliwliyobahastobunbog
n they said no

figures
haha

now,
my cheecks still hurt from laughing
n my tummy too

and i'm on the 3rd floor
oh yh,
forgot to tell u
mom bought this thingy
for exercising

n we had to put the comp on the 3rd floor

anywayz,
i'm nearly finished in my homework
juz a lil bit more of BI
BM
n sivik

ASYRAF!!!!!!!
ur supposed to help me on this
thing!!!!!!!!!

*sigh*

well,
susu
can't believe u put that pic
of my n syafikah sticking our tongues
haha

i look like an idiot

(duh! u R one!)

so...
*shrugs*

i guess i should do my homework now
oh yh,
shaza's not my
ex-pyoliwliyobahastobunbog

i think

*shrugs*

haha

okay,
fine
maybe
MAYBE

watever

i can't remember how
much i laughed
today
*sigh*

oh well.
bubye y'all.
luv u.

SUSU'S BDAY

sigh...
there's sumthing wrong with my comp

so tak dapat update blog.
it's susu's bday

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SUSU

(even though ur right next to me)

anywayz,
i slept over here...

there's not much to do.

bla bla bla...

i wished susu happy bday
on 00.00
haha

oh well....

wen the comp is working again

i'll update as much as i can

i still havn't finished my homework

n susu!!!

y did u put that pic???


hahaha

okey dokes

that's all
bubye
luv y'all

MOTIVASI SOLAT

today
we went to the surau

i mean

susu n me

at first

in the morning
she asked wat i was bout to wear

so i said
maybe jeans
n she was like

WAT???

so i said that i meant

jeans ngan baju panjang

then i asked mom
she said that
i could also wear the skirt

so i was searching for it...

then found out that it was
having a wonderful ride
in the washing machine

so i had to stick with a jubah
kuangx3

haha
but i'm kinda used to wearing it

ikut umi n all.

i walked to the surau

my bros were already there

syamim was talking with hafiz
dear god,
u could hear them 100 kilometers away!!!
hahah

then i saw susu

we talked a bit
bla bla bla.

we did see faris
haha
nadiah too.

then tolong aunty ram n rohaya
my mom too

next thing u know is
banyak orang tak dapat nak datang

so susu said fatin s
nak datang

but at that time,
motivasi dah nak mula

so.
i walked first to fatin's house
then
susu followed

we waited a bit
then fatin s came

haha

we knew the motivasi alredy started
so we ran

susu's kain was panjang
then PLOP
a person's down!!

i teased susu for running like a duck
muahahahaha
but the wound is...
quite bad

she handled it though

ummm

then bla di bla di bla

i ate a lot
hahahaha
wei!
i think i'm getting fat
haha
like i care
yes, i do
a bit

susu!!!
we need to go jogging again
if i'm getting fatter,
u r too

wen at the end,
ustaz tanyer
sape ade soalan

haha

some of them were funny

there was one person who asked

ustaz, yang mana lagi baik?
solat ke tak solat???

hahah
:)

then hafiz was playing

and ustaz tegur dier

but he still played after that

so fs got this idea

told me to write the question

susu suruh sape entah hantar

ustaz said it out loud

wait-wait
me n susu n fs n aina
was in the front
so we were making a comotion
bout going to the back

saying.
'cepatlah!'
'belakang! belakang!'
'tepi skit'
n etc

so ustaz said

'ustaz, bolehkah adik saya bermain ketika
mendengar ceramah walaupun
ditegur oleh ustaz???'

hahahaha
we laughed like hell

n all the other ppl were staring at us like we have
5 arms or sumthing

that was so humiliating

hahaha

hafiz
doesn't know t was us YET

???

he's as slow as his sister

haha
susu, u know ur slow

wen i went home,
susu n fs went to 7E

i had to send my neighbour
nini n aina home

so all the way home.
we talked

nini suddenly talked bout bolt

aina wanted to say something to me

(all at the same time)
aina: fatin, tau tak...
me: WOOF WOOF WOOF
nini: bolt, speak.

*silence*

hahahahahahahaha

and then nini was like

BOLT!!! SPEAK!!!

then a chihuahua nearby was barking at us
we made funny jokes n all.
till our tummies hurt
n i couldn't breath

hahaha
:)

then i read the book i borrowed from
susu

susu!!!
how can u not cry???

i was crying all along

(yes, i am so touchy)
haha

but seriously, i can't help it.

U MADE MY PILLOW WET

it was like raining tears
hahaha

kostos is a nice guy
i like lena

n carma is okay too
i guess

bee is...
a show off

tibby is...
sometimes snobbish
but nice sumtimes

i havn't finished it yet
but i alredy luv it!!!

haha
thank u sooooooo much
for lending it to me

hehe

oh yes.
the truce

haha
that's gud

i don't really like to fight a lot

so there can be peace
until u wanna fight again
haha
:)

i wont bother u and ur ahoi.
i don't know him anyway

um...
i changed???
huh?

wadya mean by that??
i didn't get that part

did i change

maybe

haha
probably i'm juz blind

*shrugs*

susu! how's ur wound

btw, u still waddle like a duck
hahahahahaha
yes, i'm evil

:P

*sigh*

i don't know why the past few dayz,
i've been soooo happy

has aliens messed up with my brain???

go aliens
go aliens

oh shoot

i was doing my homework
i havn't finished agama

n i havn't finished cleaning my room

n i havn't finished doing my sivik projek

n i havn't finished printing some things
for next year

n i havn't wrote my name on the
buku tulis

aww, man

haha
who cares
i'll finish em


happy times

happy times come
happy times go
when ur happy

everyone is in the know
through good of bad
happy or sad
happiness is the best friend
i've ever had


whoa
freaky

susu
u still have sumthing to give me remember???
REMEMBER???

fine,
ur confused

u'd be like

huh?

right now

i know u too well.
haha

i meant the ubat mental
kan dah habis stock

fatin suraya ingatkan susu tau

oh yh.
susu, NO PICS

hahaha

kay
i guess i better go now.
i'm not sleepy
not like yesterday

btw, i had the weird-est dream ever
who has a dream of a
cat wearing a tuxedo???

hahahahah
i know.
this sounds
totally stupid

i danced with a cat

wearing a tuxedo

by the beach

with his cat-pals

and a cat DJ

with a cat band

and a cat singer

who was singing like

meow, meow!!!!
meow, me-meooooooww!!!!!!!!!
MEOOOWWWWWWWWWWWW!!!!!!


HAHAHAHAHA

oh my gosh

it was the weird-est dream ever!!!

and wen i woke up.

francesca was on my head
i think it was her giving
me that dream

ahh...
my tummy hurts

*sigh*

i'm going.

bubye!!!
luv y'all.

I'M CHUBBY. HAHA. N I LIKE IT THE WAY I AM

it's gonna be a looooooooong nyt

no, seriously
i'm REALLY sleepy
but i can't sleep

oh well.

-----------------------------------------

If someone liked you right now, would you want them to tell you?
i guess. maybe. suits the person. *shrugs*

Are you available?
yes, no, yes, wat?

If you like someone does his or her name start with a A, K, R,S or G?
like in wat? crushes? or frens?

Did it rain today?
i... don't think so

Do you have a favorite TV commercial?
nope.

Would you rather be called hot, cute, or beautiful?
i'm chubby... hahaha

Do you have a little sister?
i have no sisters at all

Do you like Taylor Swift?
yes, i do

Do you like to listen to the radio when you're in the car?
mom usually puts IKIM.
but i listen to the radio in my room

Tell me a fact about the last person that texted you:
a very close fren

Do you still have pictures of you & your ex?
huh? don't have an ex

Do you like to wear flip-flops?
no. haha

Do you miss an ex boyfriend/girlfriend?
told u i don't have an ex

Have you ever broken anything because you were mad?
uh...
a few glasses
here and there...
wat?

Do you like the song Crush by David Archuleta?
yes

How old were you when you got your first cell phone? from who?
12. mommy gave it

Do you have a friend named Ashley?
Ashley Jacelyn

Who was the last person to call you baby?
my mom???
hahaha

Guess the song: "You change your mind like a girl changes clothes"
hot and cold

Do you think someone is thinking about you now?
probably
i made a scene
muahahaha

Do you sleep with your door open or closed?
closed

Do you regret anything from your past?
some...

Does anyone call your home phone for you anymore?
yh. but not usually

What do you want for your next birthday?
anything.
i don't mind
as long as it's honest

What does the newest text message in your inbox say?
not coming?

What is the reason behind your MySpace song?
i don't have a myspace

Do you want someone/something you can't have?
everyone does

Who's number one on your top friends?
susu

NGANTOK

i mean.
fatin pass jer poem tu
uh... not make em

urgh!
wat am i babbling bout???
wat am i even saying???

watver

ummmmmm

ok
i know
i shoud go to sleep

i should

bb
ngantok lah
bubye

nyt2
slp tyt
don't let the bed bugs byt

BLABBING LIKE A POET

c???
i'm blabbing like a poet!
y can't i juz keep my big mouth shut???
sheesh

susu goes giving quotes
then i give poems
then wat?

*sigh*

A MEANING BEHIND THOSE WORDS

hehe
c? i'm gonna blab again
but u guyz won't understand this

when a warrior puts down his/her shield,
doesn't mean he/she isn't protected,
you would be a foolish person to strike her/him
at that precious moment,
even though it seems like your last chance...
--> by a very close fren of mine

some of you would understand
some of you won't
it would be wise to search
the meaning behind those words

TRUCE? YES? NO? *SHRUGS*

hahaha

oh
my
fraking
gosh

hahaha

okay. i admit it.
i'm snobbish
i'm dramatic
memang ngade
memang x akan puas ati
memang tak leh pifir btul2
memang bastard kekadang
who said u wasn't clever?
not me
i guess
science? fail?

owh.

okay
ahh... now i remember
hehe
wen i get mad/mental/too happy/crazy
i tend to say things
which i don't really mean
or which is true
then i'd regret
having such a big mouth

but don't worry
since ur in rk
u must be clever
i didn't mean it
ur probably better than me anyway

haha

i don't know y i'm laughing
i'm juz happy

and ur not bodoh
u said that urself
not me

think positive
it'll help
i know

i also admit
i have mental probs

blogs are where i shout nything i want
so u can't stop me
not that i mind wat u talk bout at ur blog

i still don't get the ahoi thing

susu's making me dizzy

oh well.

haha
n no one's really cute to me
juz by appearance
i don't really care bout that anyway

i don't think i'm cute anyway

i'm chubby
haha

oh yes,
bout the bitch thing
i admit
i didn't like it much

ur the first one to call me that

i've been trying all my life
to get a gud rep.
juz want some respect
(god knows u can't get it from my family)

then u go calling me a bitch
haha

so
the other part that made me didn't like it
was
that it was true

well,
not literally
i'm not a female dog
i'm juz a bitch
at times

haha

okay, i admit it

on my own blog
for ur sake

i'm a bitch
and i'm happy bout it

:)

so,
u still havn't forgiven me
but i guess it's my fault

oh yes,
y do u keep calling me a hypocryt?

i don't think i am

u know,
hiding ur thoughts from other ppl
n trying to avoid sumthing
is not a hypocryt

well,
i think i guess not

maybe

but, from ur point of view
maybe i am one

and, from my point of view
maybe i am one

*shrugs*

u do know i'm not making sense right?

i can't judge myself
but u can't judge me entirely

wait?
wat am i talking bout?

oh well...

wat i'm juz saying
at least trying to say

is that i've done some mistakes
and i admit it.

hey, wat can i say?
i'm 13.

so.
haha

do
u
want
a
truce
?

that's the main question

i promise to try n forget

u happy?

but suits u if u want to
agree or
disagree

only 2 choices

-yes

-no

*shrugs*

do u ppl even understand wat i'm saying
???

hahaha

n yes,
i juz luv talking to myself

my mom wanted to call my fatin farhana
but my grandma told her it was too hard to pronounce
so i got stuck with
fatin raihana

not that i don't like this name
i like both

but i have a habit of talking to myself
n calling my other half fatin farhana
or ff
yes- weird
i know

hahaha

kakak would be staring at me like i have
3 eyes wen i talk to myself and laugh

kesian kakak

look at me,
starting to babble my head off again

wat did i ask?

uh..

oh yh.

truce

take it or leave it

i'm not pushing u or anything

if u don't want it
then say no

i can deal with it

n u also need to focus on spm
so i dont wanna bother a lot nyway

how long is this freaking post????

aw, hell.

hahaha
but seriously.

i'm juz happy
n i wanna stay happy

susu!
ur ex-not-so-ex-boyfren-not-so-boyfren
is coming tomorow

*yawn*

i think i'm sleepy

soooooo
i'll c u guyz later
dunno y i'm so sleepy

bubye
muah!
hahaha
luv y'all!

-->sorry for not trusting u
i was juz scared getting...
well, what happened
*shrugs*
and if u don't trust me now
the truce i mean
then u won't trust me ever

see? i'm blabbing again
susu!! ubat mental fatin dah habis stock
hahah

oh shoot,
i'm getting worse
hahaha

ok
ok

going

p.s:
i juz LOVE being a LEO

*does that hav to do anything bout this????

*shrugs*

haha
kay
kay

going!!!
bubye
nyt2
sleep tyt

~*LEO*~

i was roaming around wen suddenly i found this web
let's see if it's true

~*GO LEO!!!*~

The Lion is considered the king of the jungle, and likewise you Leos have an air of royalty about you. (i do?) Some Leos even have hair resembling the thick mane of the Lion. (OH MY GOSH! how did u know my hair's thick???) But Lions are more than roar, for they are truly magnificent beasts.(hehe *flattered*) The Lioness proudly cares for the young, hunts and takes care of survival with relentless intent and ferocity, when needed.(thank u, thank u. c? lions are lazy. lionesses are awesome!) And proud are you Leo! (oh, yes i am!!!) Perhaps that's why Leo often chooses work that puts you in the center of stage or in the spotlight of appreciation. (hehe... true, true)

Leo are warm of spirit, eager for action and are driven by a desire to be loved for what you bring to others.(haha... yes, ur right) Leo are a magnanimous leader and a faithful servant. (i think i am. maybe. i guess. haha) Once scorned in love, however, Leo will withdraw your affections and the light, once brilliant, can go cold. (oh my freaking gosh. that is so true! but it's not that cold. i hope. i think.)

Leo motto might be "What you see is what you get." (really??? i didn't know that. there goes alif's 'lantak lah'. haha).You tend to live your life straightforwardly and with a flair for drama. (i am SOOO dramatic. i notice that) In fact, many Leos are attracted to the theater, the performing arts and public relations, for you truly understand the importance of putting on a good presentation. ( hey! how'd u know that???) As you blaze gloriously through your life, remember to take time to acknowledge the feelings of those around you. (isn't that a bit obvious???) If you forget, you could unconsciously hurt someone you love. ( u know me well...) But, if you remain aware your impact, others can benefit from your presence. (but maybe TOO well...)

Leo's Element: Fire
Fire signs are naturally warm.(yes, yes... i'm not that stupid) A fire gives light and heat, but it doesn't get depleted as others feed on its warmth. (uh-huh... keep going...) One candle can bring light to a room and it won't burn any faster if ten people read from its light than if there was only one.(i think i understand) Fire doesn't plan it's next move; it isn't logical. (hmm... u've got a point) It simply is in the moment and will burn what fuel is available without judgment or forethought. (woah, woah, woah. too fast) For this reason fire signs can successfully rely on their intuition and survival instincts. (okay, i think u lost me there)

The fire of Leo is brilliant and intense. (oooh... me likey) It's like the summer Sun that relentlessly shows up every day and whose heat continues to build over a period of time. (even though i don't understand, i think that was a compliment. hehe, good... good)

Leo's Fifth House: Children
The Fifth House is directly related to children, but it is also associated with any type of childlike activity. (h- h- how did u-- ooh... ur good) Even grown-ups need to play and this is a function of the Fifth House. (yes, grown-ups need to play. like i do with an imaginary pistol with my frens. BANG! *dead*) In fact, all self-expression and creativity comes from this sector. (*alive* wat are u??? a spy???) Additionally, this is the House of Romantic Love. (okay, i'm romantico. but not all ppl know. u sure ur not spying on me?). Truly, the Fifth House could be called the House of Enjoyment. (i totally agree with u. u should have fun in ur life)

Leo's Key Planet: Sun
The Sun is the undisputed King of our little planetary system. ( hehe, nice...) He is always in the center. (not bad...) Without his light, there would be no life here on earth. (i am so, so flattered. thank u, thank u) Although the Sun is 93 million miles distant, its warmth is the basis for all energy on Earth. (go on.. me likey very VERY much) Astrologically, the Sun represents our will. (wait. huh?) It's like the fuel that fires each of our individual furnaces and gives us cause to live. (owh... thank u! muah! luv u!) As the key planet of Leo, the Sun is the symbol of the self and from it stems all individuality and creativity. (THANK U! THANK U ALL!!!)

Leo's Greatest Strength: Your playful and loving nature (i've always been a sucker for nature. *sigh*. and yes. i'm VERY playful n active)

Leo's Possible Weakness: Need for approval can become too important. (actually, it is. well, for me. but still. yh)


i'm actually starting to like this....
hmmm...

okay!!!
more bout LEO soon

LEO'S I KNOW

leo: 23 july - 22 August

*wan nabil (yes, he's a leo)
*Afiq Jani (maybe. kut)
*Qistina (yupz)
*Siti Shakina (hehe. welcome sha)
*me! (haha)

that's all the leo's i know
i'm not sure of the seniorz
cuz i don't know their b'dayz

oh well...
i'm gonna post more bout leo.
cuz i like it
:)

so i'll c u guyz later kay???
bubye!
luv y'all!

AINA'S BACK!!!

sooo

i alredy bought my skl books
and i'm GUESS i'm NEARLY done
with my homework
and cleaning my room

*sigh*

but at least i went out

susu told me to meet her at fatin s's house
so... while i was walking to fatin s's
i heard like
big freaking stomps behind me
haha
next thing i know
is that i turned around
and saw

susu running towards me
and the ground was practically shaking
muahahahah
no lah, no lah

sorry susu
haha
ampunkan patik

we went to fatin s's together-gether

i went in
(forced by fatin s)
and they were talking sumthing bout ahoi???
and shaza???
who was ahoi?
oh yh... shaza's fren
n sumthing bout pranking?
n they were chatting on the pc
with shaza
or ahoi
or the other person

?_?

susu... wat's his name again???
oh, nvrmind
i won't remember anyway

wen we went out
we met fatin s's mom
she went to go out n eat

but we refused to hop on
sbb nak jalan2
n i don't really feel comfortable

all the way,
susu was taking pictures
here n there
like a tourist

we went in the big park
and went for some rounds
well, actually only one round
hehe

susu got a bit ex-hausted
so we sat down at the swing
talked a bit.

then sambung jalan
we went to the small park in front of my house
but then
i wanted to see if
aina was back from her one month
V-A-C-A-T-I-O-N
pure vacation

*jealous*

and we saw her!
and her kakak (maid)
yay! she's back

we talked
n took some pictures

then susu ajak gi depan rumah fatin
(me, nor fatin s)
so we walked

i was taking some more pics

haha

aina malu-malu
so she'd hide her face

and i'll be turning around quickly
and snapping her pic
then she'd be shouting

we stopped at my house

n yes,
u guessed right

took some more pics

then i looked at my small gate in front of the door
and had this freaking sensation
to climb it

and i did

wow,
dusty
and a lil high

then susu took a pic
again

haha

we then wanted to say bubye
and i wondered if i could climb the small gate
y don't i try climbing the bigger one

and i did

again

but there was nowhere to put my feet on
and let me stand
so i was struggling

*sigh*

susu sempat lagi tarik gate tu
and then

yes, yes...
i know

snap a picture

i was shouting at them to close the gate
took a long time too.

slow pokes

i went to mengaji
hey susu,
we have someone new
guess who???

siddiq
n
nadia

haha

and YES
FARIS IS GOING TO BE THERE TOMORROW

god have mercy on u

muahahahaha
okay.
i'm gonna go cruise a bit

bubye!!

still have homework

i'm sooooooooooooooooooooooooooo bored
-_-"

but i still have homework to do.

n i wanna go out now.

so i better go.

c ya tonite

UH-OH... I FORGOT MY HOME WORK

haha...
shaza's mad at me.
for remembering
and not forgeting

it's hard for me to forget anything

oh yeah... that reminds me
in london,
once,
syamim was leaning on this unbalanced rock
looking at a frog in a pond.

i wanted to c it too.
so i stood on the other side of the rock
then he fell in the pond
and got a frog and some weeds on his head

haha

pssssst,
he still doesn't know it was me
he thinks it was his fren,
jamie

don't tell!

wait.
out of topic

susu was the one who told me not to care
she's my teacher.
:)

thnx susu

i went to her house in the morning
we suddenly talked bout boys
since i asked her bout footballers

me: y r we talking bout boys?
let's talk bout sumthing else
susu: okay. let's talk bout jesse mccartney
me: wat? he isn't a boy?
susu: he's not a boy. he's a man
me: or.... he's a pondan

haha

now she's having her hair cut
at least i'm not the only one.

i don't feel like jogging today
susu aint here.

oh well..

oy yh,
syaza,
ummm... maybe we could
but don't know wen
u think bout it.
then u can tell me later

to kak ridhwah (my cuzin)
kak baca blog fatin kan?
yg fatin merepek tu...
jgn layan
fatin kan dah gile...
haha
btw, ur bro
is still evil

i borrowed susu's book
correction: books
well, only 4
and i got my agama book back.
so i could do my agama h/w

GOOD GOD!

i havn't started my sivik h/w
JB would kill me

but i still dont know my team

y do i have to do it???

my team... so far

me
asyraf
azim -i think-

asyraf bagi gambar...
azim tak buat pape
me?
ugh...
y do boyz have to be so lazy???

wat to do???
-buy manila
-and some pens
-search internet
-print this...
-n that

n my other homework!
i havn't finished BM
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhh

iza mesti dah siap.

:(

uh...
fine.
i'll get to work
tonight

oh yh.
i still havn't finished cleaning up my room.
haha
told u it was gonna take weeks

now i've got to go

home work is calling!!!

*runs out of sight*

WOOOHOOO!!! OVER U

:)

HEY!!!
haha
i dunno y i'm gonna blab this much

but y do i have these
emotional things in my mind
???

y do i have to get these crushes???

who asked?
not me.
innocent!

so if u wanna call me a bastard
a female dog,
or an ass.

i don't think i care anymore

:)

haha

yay me!

i'm happy for u.
and ur gf
must be a nice gurl
and no,
i'm not jeles
y should i be???
PRASAN JE LEBIH
muahaha

so u can go on kutuk me if u want
ur juz making a fool of urself

so wat if i'm a bastard?
i can accept that

at least i'm not the person who's
making fun of other ppl

that's right big boy
I AM OVER U

and yes,
there is sumthing wrong with my brain
so get used to it

and i am NOT a bitch
cuz a bitch is a female dog
if ur not blind n don't have any mental probs
u'll c that i'm a pure human being
A HUMAN BEING
or else u'll fail in science

don't know the difference between
a dog and a human

:P

i think being emotional is a waste of time
y be emo wen u have real frens?
ur juz wasting time n making fun times
become such a waste

n i regret that sooo much
i don't wanna be emo
i won't care anymore
alif's motto:
LANTAK LAH

wooohooo
(and no, i don't hav a crush on him)
so if u nak fitnah lagi
fitnah lah

oh...
n btw,
mr.-juz-throw-away-francesca-i-don't-care

she's MINE now
u GAVE it to me
it was a B'DAY PRESENT
so...
that means
she's MINE
i do wat i want with her
not gonna throw her

n she makes my cuzin n neice happy.
so there.

haha

and watever u did last time,
i might as well juz forgive u for everything
(even though sum were ur fault)
cuz i'll juz let it go

suits u if u wanna forgive me or not
but u do KNOW i'm sorry
so ikut u lah
i don't care
if u think i'm gonna
kneel down in front of u n beg...
better get a helmet
cuz i'll knock u in the head
:)

i'm juz happy

go on...
shooh shooh.

ur kitty right
kitty's are cute
i dunno bout u.
sumhow...
don't think so

hehe
but
i don't care anymore

:)

bubye then
u don't need to understand if u can't
i feel juz great

hey susu!!
kutuk2 david n ronaldo eh???
hahaha

my cuzin would kill u

her fiancee is ronaldo
:)

n btw,
my cuzin
kak ana,
(not u ana)
cut my hair short

:(

*crying*

y me???
my hair's short!!!!!!!

well, actually by only 2 inches
muahahaha'

but still short
i'm making such a scene

*sigh*

oh well..

:)

bubye
*don't think i'll ever feel free-er than this
:)

BALIK KAMPUNG JOHOR & MELAKA

SOOO

I'M BACK!!!!
HAHA
MIZZED Y'ALL.

i was gone for a looooooooooooong time

at first i went to Johor
singgah kat Melaka jap

i miss u johor!!!!
i don't really go to johor much
we juz usually go to melaka

n since johor is where my family
(daddy's side) meet,
we don't usually c each other.

but we're REALLY close

n guess wat???
i got a new niece!!!!
wooohooo~~~~
go kak amni!!!

btw,
everytime i go sumwhere,
i bring francesca along
u know... my teddy cat

my lil cuz,
Azrul
n my other niece,
Husna

they have this THING
about cats the way i do.

so the first glimpse of francesca...
CHARGE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i met my best cuzins
syara n durrah
durrah is 12... but she's taller than me
syara is 13... n she's shorter than me

my other fave cuzin is bang ngah
haha
me, durrah n syara have been best buds
since we were babies

n we still are

but durrah has a habit of teasing bangah
bila nak kahwin
haha
jahat...
:)

we stayed there for only 2 dayz
then balik melaka

we stayed at kampung for 2 dayz
then dad surprised us by saying were going to a hotel for 3 dayz

since atiqah n amalina were at kampung tooo
we ajak diorang

in my suite,
me
atiqah
amalina
alya (amalina's lil sis)

god knows how annoying they are
haha
no offence
but they are ...
okay~~~
sumtimes
but over
mostly.

amalina's fine
but iqa juz likes to think bout herself more

we went to loads of places
n i also got to buy susu's b'day prez...
it's not fancy...
but honest from the heart

then balik kampung... again

n i have this thing with darkness
and silence
so i slept in front of the tv
i didn't sleep till 5 those two nights...

the other night
it rained
so u couldn't c astro
then i had to close the tv
n i was stuck with darkness n silence
n then i heard it again

aina!!!
it's not going away.
mcm mana ni???
they were laughing at me again
tak suka lah

i don't think i wanna close the light tonight.

oh well...

i was exhausted
so i didn't go to surau
or susu's house

n that reminds me,
susu,
watsup with all this david, ronaldo...
bla di bla di bla????

i don't get you.

haha

oh yh,
congrats... u finished agama

i couldn't do agama
cuz SUMBODY got my buku rujukan

haha
apology accepted

:)

oh well..

bubye y'all.
i'm exhausted
luv u.

THREE THINGS

three things that scare me:
*the dark
*violence
*storms

three things that makes me laugh:
*my frens
*funny jokes
*fren's expresions sumtimes

three things i love:
*my frens
*my family
*nature

three things i hate:
*misunderstanding
*sadness
*someone (no, not one of u)

three things i don't understand:
*y some ppl hate me
*y they need to call me names
*did i do sumthing wrong???

three things on my bed:
*blanket
*pillow
*francesca

three things i'm doing right now:
*breathing
*thinking
*typing

three things i want to do before i die:
*find ---
*understand myself
*to be forgiven

three things i can do:
*breath???
*kill myself???
*think???

three things i can't do:
*understand
*have a pet cheetah
*have peace???

three ways to describe my personality:
*emotional
*romantic
*psycho

three ppl i tag:
*anyone
*i
*know

WELL? NO???

.
.
.

i'm not feeling very well.

my head hurts

hmm...
bubye

SYAZA!!! U RUINED MY TWILIGHT!!!

i....
havn't finished with my

spring/
summer/
autumn/
winter
cleaning.

(wat a surprise...)

n i feel... well
weird

seriously,
seriously weird

no, i mean,
weirder than my weird weird.

???

nyway,

mama made choc cake.

oh, n i got twilight back.
oh... shoot.

SYAZA DIYANA!!!!!!!!!!
u blabbering foolish IDIOT!!!

WAT THE BLOODY HELL
HAPPENED TO MY TWILIGHT
?
!
?
!

ur gonna pay for this gurl...
haha

but u'll still be alive.

n begging on ur knees
for me to kill u

but i forgive u
cuz i'm such a nice
sweet
understanding gurl...

so NOT!!!

*sigh*

ur gonna regret this so.
even though u didn't do it,
u take FULL responsibility
cuz ur cuzin's only 6 yr's old.

no blaming on her.

*sigh*

-_-"

oh well...
i'm feeling down.

seriously
seriously down

no, i mean,
downer than my down down

???

oh well...

n then i keep sneezing
n coughing
stupid dust buddies

and now i'm feeling guilty

seriously,
seriously guilty.

no, i mean,
guiltier than my guilty guilty.

???

wow.
better stop that...

okay...
urm...

i didn't go out today.
i was... well...
uh...
busy???

urh... i mean...
busy
in
busy, busy.

???

okay... freaky...

better go now.
i'm seriously freaking myself out.

no, i mean,
freakier than my freaky--

blergh... u know the rest

bbye.
luv y'all.

syaza, ur dead meat i tell u.

SPRING/ SUMMER/ AUTUMN/ WINTER CLEANING...

yesterday
was... well...
3rd december???

hey, wat can i say???
i was in half bad/emo/blurred mud
can't change that.

so that night,
i was thinking n thinking.
n i wanted to focus on sumthing else.
so i started to clean
my drawers

haha...
n wen i do sumthing,
i take a looooooong time
but i do it in my best way

i took out all the things in it
(god knows how much)
n splashed 'em on my floor
(u can barely see the tile. haha)

then i wiped each drawer
do u know how many dust there was???

my nose can't handle it.
:)

so... all the while last night...
i was sneezing n rubbing my nose
then my eyes got itchy
so i got worse...
haha

just imagine me,
in my room...
with all my things on the floor
holding a cloth in one hand
rubbing my nose with the other
n sneeze all night.

i got a bit fed up...
n slept a bit early

since i was still sneezing at that time,
i pulled my blanket over my head.

it was a bit better

i told my kakak (maid)
not to clean my room.
cuz i want everything in my order
so i don't lose anything
or don't know where my things are

u still can't see the floor.

*sigh*

i'll get to it tonight.

i doubt i'll get finished within the week

i didn't go out today
susu was at her grandma's house

n i alredy went out in the morning
so my legs hurt a bit.

i found my shell collection though
haha
wonder where it was...

hmm....
i'm gonna go now.
kay
bbye
luv y'all.

IT'S ALL COMING BACK TO ME NOW

tagged by; Susu @ Nurul Fana
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1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.

2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.

3. You must write that song name down NO MATTER HOW silly it sounds.

4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name.

5. Put this on your journal.



p.s: this is gonna get a bit weird

cuz i hav my bro's songs... (which i dunno much)

n my japanese songs... haha
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1. If someone says, "Is this okay?" ... you say?
My Heart Will Go On... (??? haha... at least i'm still alive)

2.How would you describe yourself?
Nightmare... (wat the heck??? i'm evil. :))

3.What do you like in a boy?
You Are My Love... (??? ... ???)

4.How do you feel today?
Sentimental... (wahahah :))

5.What is your life's purpose?
Miracle's Happen... (haha... true, true...)

6.What is your motto?
Mousukoshi... Mousukoshi... ()

7.What do your friends think of you?
Won't Go Home Without You (haha)

8.What do you think of your parents?
Welcome To My Life (this... is crazy. haha)

9.What do you think about very often?
Meadows Of Heaven (aww... sweet. :))

10.What is 2 + 2?
Sakasama No Chou (???)

11.What do you think of your best friend?
What About Now (wat bout now??? y don't i go to ur house susu. now)

12.What do you think of the person you like?
Hate U, Love U (haha... waddaya think?)

13.What is your life story?
Wunderkind (hehe)

14.What do you want to be when you grow up?
Whoever Brings The Night (??? do i even know this song???)

15.What do you think of when you see the person you like?
So This Is Love (haha... talk bout romantic)

16.What will you dance to at your wedding
Psycho... (NO!!! NEVER!!!! :( )

17.What will they play at your funeral?
Cadence Of Her Last Breath (wadda heck??? YA ALLAH!)

18.What is your hobby/interest?
Photograph... (haha. awesome!!!)

19.What is your biggest fear?
Bye Bye Beautiful (wadda heck is this??? *pukes*)


20.What is your biggest secret?
No Regret (wat do i regret???)

21.What do you think of your friends?
Death To All His Freinds (death??? frens???)

22.What will you post this as?
It's All Coming Back To Me Now

TOUCHY... TOUCHY...

urgh... haha
fine

ur a MAN U fan susu
hahaha

actually,
my family too.

but i dunno bout me.
haha
man u fan...
haha

wait... maybe u like chelsea....

HAHA

no lah...

touchy... touchy...

ahahaha

fine MAN U fan.

y am i still saying that???

oh wel..

yesterday,
i went to c bolt with susu n her cuzins...
hehe
it was fun...
we got a bit emotional at the end

y are gurls so touchy???

i didn't finish my popcorn
so i gave it to susu

but then she got full n gave it back to me
so i gave it to her fat bro
haha... sorry hafiz
n guess wat???
he finished it.

obvious much....

yesterday,
i had this weird dream

bout drowning

hehe

i don't wanna die yet!!!!

i still miss my frens though.

iza! go finish ur homework!!!!

bubye.
luv y'all.

MOON

susu's right...
the moon IS beautiful tonight

the moon...
shining it's light towards
all the darkness in the night

holding secrets some ppl
would never know...

filling people's hearts
with wonder and hope...

haha
look at me
blabbing bout this
i'm such a sucker for nature

n i luv it that way

i also luv the moon...
if it's full
or not
it's still perfect

and forever will be
my midnight sun...

5 THINGS I HATE WEN I'M SICK

5 things i hate bout wen i'm sick

1- Energy
wen ur sick, u'd feel weak. haha
n i don't really like feeling help-less
it's weird

2- Medicine
i don't like medicine.
especially pills...
*blergh*
big, long, wide pills....
*shudders*

3- Head-ache
i get head-aches...
n my eye's vision blurrssss
which makes the world go round
n round
n round

4- Nothing to do... n missing ur frens
u've got nothing to do...
ur sick!
n then u think bout ur frens...
school
n u start missing 'em like hell...
-_-"

5- Pain
haha... wat's sickness if u don't hav pain???
i usually have stomach aches
in the morning
hmm.... it hurts a lot.
but then in the afternoon,
it'll be okay.
so sumtimes i don't come to skool
n go out masa petang
so ppl think i ponteng.
but that's wat they think...
soo.....
*shrugs*
lantak lah

ppl i tag
-anyone
-who
-has
-a
-brain

:)

FOOTBALL???

haha...
so... yeah...
topic of the day.
football.

wat do i have to say bout it???
nothing.
cuz i don't know a single thing bout it.

haha
:)

so...
at 11.30 am
i went to susu's house.

we did homework...
time goes by fast.
n then we got hungry n ate.
a LOT

haha
well, at least i did.

then i sambung lagi skit
while susu prayed
then we went to the park...

there,
susu started talking bout football.
haha

n u know me,
i don't know a single thing

then susu started talking bout
johan cruyff???
did i get that ryt???
i dunno him.
but susu does.

so then talked more bout football.
well, she talked
i listened n had my cue of saying
'uh-huh'
'really?'
'oh'
'okay'
'yeah...'

then suddenly i talked bout those guyz
having ego???

n then i pictured this scene in my head
which made me n susu laugh

the scene was

johan c.: *comes towards us*
susu n i: *stop*
johan: *talks to susu* hey, i'm johan cruyff
susu: I KNOW!!!! AAAAAAHH!!!!!!!!!
johan: *talking to me* 'sup? i'm johan cruff.
me: yes? may i help u?
johan: ouch... there goes my ego.

haha
but seriously,
i don't know him
don't know...
wat's his name
ronaldo???

*sigh*...

this proves i'm worse than u think
i'm not into football.
who's fighting who???

was it...
arsenal n chelsea???

i dunno.

but probably.

susu was sad...
she's a chelsea fan

n affy is... happy i guess
he's arsenal.
how do i know???
he shouts it on top of his lung
in class...
n does this freaky dance moves...
yes, affandy,
i am embarrasing u.
n i'm luvin every second of it.
:)

btw, susu
my brain is not in my fat head!

i think it's on a vacation sumwhere....
probably.

haha. well...
i havn't finished my maths...

n yes
susu's phone is with me.
n my bag n homework is with her.

*sigh*

oh well....
c ya ppl!
luv y'all.