BOTHERED...

i dunno.. y...
i'm so weird.

hmm....
i'm still weird.

sumthing's bothering me
SERIOUSLY.

-_-"

dunno if i should talk bout it.

btw, iqa went home today.
n i went out with susu
jogging

but we did sumthing WEIRD
but...
like she said...
don't wanna talk bout it.

i keep blabbing...
y am i blabbing???

iza,
go finish ur homework like a gud gurl.

kak sha,
sorry bout the robert pat. joke.
didn't really mean it.
n he is cute. haha

syaza,
dude! give me back twilight.

shaza,
i pity u

susu,
help me find my brain

dyana,
y don't u come over sumtime
i mizz u

me,
well... i told u
sumthing is bothering me...
urgh.
annoying

i havn't seen fatin s in quite a while
wonder if she's ok...

i feel... guilty.
did i do sumthing wrong?
hehe,
this is too public.
but i hav no one to talk to...
so...
*shrugs*

maybe i'd talk this to my big bro.
not shafiq.
haha
never in my life.
i mean afiq.

or syaza.
yh... guess that'll help.

oh well...
nyt2 ppl.
luv y'all.

BOUT 13 PPL

Can you name 13 people you can think of right off the top of your head?Don't read the questions underneath until you write the names of all 13 people...This is a lot funnier if you actually randomly list the names first...No Cheating!!!
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1. Susu?
2. Farah?
3. Syaza?
4. Iza?
5. Diyana?
6. Aina?
7. Momoi?
8. Olivia?
9. Affandy?
10. Kak Anis?
11. Ee Xsien?
12. Alif?
13. Shaza?
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How did you meet 10?
Ana introduced me to her. a.k.a my senior.

Have you ever seen 4 cry?
yh! Haha. Cuz of the stupid boyz in the class.

Would 11 and 2 make a good couple?
definitely NO! haha

Are you good friends with 13?
urm… erh… -ehem-.
i… don't think so…
haha

Do you think 5 is cute?
yes, she is cute in a fren way.

Something about number 1?
one of my bestest buddie!!! haha

How did you meet 8?
she was my first fren in London.

What's 7's favorite color?
haha… I dunno.
hehe

What would you do if 6 just confessed that he/she liked you?
Aina??? Puh-lease. Not gonna happen

Fact about 9?
has a SERIOUSLY big mouth

What does 1 do for a living?
live on??? Breath???

Would you ever live with 12?
hahaha. No. Never. Don't think bout it.

Is 2 single?
farah is single n luving every second of it.

Where does 7 live?
BRP

What do you think about 2?
a VERY nice fren.

Whats the worst and best thing about 5?
worst : she hurts herself
best: she's my fren. n i luv her the way she is

Who is 11 going out with?
i… don't think she's going out with anyone

What do you like about number 3?
a nice buddy n a gud fren to talk with.

TWILIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!~~~~~~~~~~

AAAAAAAAAAAAHHHH!!!!!!!!!
hahahaha!!!
sorry.
i can't help it.
:)
:)
:)

so even though i don't get to go
sleep-over-ing at susu's house,

me
susu
and
farah

went n watch
twilight!!!!

kak sha!!!
haha
i watched it first
yepeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
:)

i'm juz gonna blab bout the movie
so if u don't wanna spoil ur surprise,
don't read this post.
:)
:)
:)

so... masa mula-mula masuk...
impatient for it to start...

then
wen it started,
it says...

bla bla bla presents to u...
twilight

then some gurls screamed
haha
so i joined along
:)
farah thought i was loco.

the character for bella was ok
:)

and charlie suits charlie
:)

then, masa nampak jacob n billy,
some ppl gasped.
they looked like red indians!!!
long hair, tanned skin.
jacob was with embry and quil.
all of em long haired.
:)

then skool started
eric met bella.
he looked more chinese.
he is chinese...
i think

n at gym,
they were playing volleyball
wen som1 passed bella the ball.
n she hit it to mike's head.
haha
:)

mike's blond.
jessica too.
but i thought jess was as tall as bella.
who knew that she was shorter.
:)

then masa break time,
bella saw emmet n rosalie
walking outside
followed by jasper n alice.
they went in first,
then edward came in.

comment time. hahaha

rosalie
isn't she supposed to be beautiful?
but she was a bit fat
muahahaha
sorry blondie.
but u should stick to having dog food in ur hair

emmett
no kidding,
but he was HUGE
except for his head.
his head looked a bit small for a body that size.
hehe

jasper
WOW
very un-expected
i mean
his hair...
never thought that it would be blond
or curly for that matter.
he looks more like an author
or a musician
than a blood-craving vampie.

alice
alice is, well...
alice!
so graceful
and cheerful
and nice.

edward
a few ppl screeched wen they saw him.
can't blame em.
:)
he's.... well....
okay.
i guess
but, juz the way he talks
it's.... a bit TOO
expression-less
n his hairstyle is a bit wierd at first.
make's his forehead look bigger.
but u'll get used to it.
haha.
doesn't really look lyk robert pat.

there were some parts that are funny.
and others were amazing!!!

there was one part.
wen edward brings bella to his house.

his house is so awesome!!!
so open!!!
more window and glass than brick n wall.

carlisle
i didn't think he was blond...
n he looked OLD.
haha
no offence
but he didn't look that young.

esme
i think she suits esme
but she looked TOO young.
very, very, very
young

at edward's bedroom
there's this window.
from top to bottom.
hehe, u could make a suicide.
and edward jumped out of it.
with bella on his back.

climbed up a tree.
really, really big one
the view was juz awesome!!!

hills, lakes...
rain at one side
sunshine at another
streams
waterfalls...
*sigh*
yes, i'm such a sucker for nature.

and the part wen tyler was trying to say
sorry to bella in the hospital???
there was the curtain between them.

charlie was talking to bella.
(edward didn't)

tyler: i'm so sorry bella!!!
bella: no, it's okay.
charlie: *facing tyler* no, it's not okay
bella: don't worry
charlie: *facing tyler* oh, u better worry.
tyler: i'm so sorry---
charlie: *closing the curtain between them*
carlisle came n said things to bella.
n wen they went away,
charlie said to tyler
charlie: u better say bubye to ur driving license
haha
so evil.

and also the part wen
bella was eating with charlie at
a restaurant.
they were at a corner.
with glass windows.
so wen they were eating.
we saw mike newton
doing this weird dance ryt outside the window.
facing his butt to them
hahaha
:)
charlie: i c that the newton kid has a big smile for u
bella: yh... he's a gud buddie

hahaha
show tht butt sumwhere else!
he looked awful.
hahah

and charlie gave bella
pepper spray
juz in case.

n wen james wanted to kill bella,
she was holding the pepper spray
me: *to farah* that pepper spray aint gonna stop james
farah: yh...

then bella sprayed james
n james got angrier (idiot)
me: told u so
farah: haha

and at the prom
charlie: bella, juz in case, i put the pepper spray in ur bag

haha
talk bout over-protective.

there were some parts where they added scenes
and most of it they cut it.
like the blood-testing in biology,
yh... that's gone

so... conclusions are
i love the book more than the movie.
n i'm not satisfied with it.
haha.

i said that to susu n farah
like
a million times now.
:)

oh yh!!!
edward was so pale.
but, of course he was wearing make-up.
(sorry kak sha)
edward was wearing lip-stick!!!!!

hahahahahahaha
:)

yh... it was a bit funny.

but at least one thing is similar bout robert pat. n edward
they both drive like maniacs.

*sigh*

in the car,
i keep repeating

-i'm not satisfied

-pepper spray

-edward drives like a crazy maniac

-robert pat. wears lip-stick

hahahaha

:)
:)
:)

then masa hantar farah to ascot hill
uncle (susu's dad) tak tau jalan.
so he was like
uncle: left? right?
me: left. the straight, straight, straight.
*passing farah's lane*
me: right! right!!!
uncle: ...

then he made this seriously sharp turn.
which made me slip to my left
n squish farah!!!
hahaha
farah was like: ooooooowh!!!!!
me: hey, i made u a pancake!!!
hahaha

so i said to continue driving like mad to uncle.
n said that he could go to jail for free.
haha

oh well...
i'll have dreams tonight.
edward's still mine.
kak sha can have robert pat.
who wears lip-stick though.
but i'll stick to edward!
muahahahaha
gtg now.

to dyana,
i'm very, very sorry u kena rompak.
wish i was there for u.
luv, fatin

luv y'all.

A, B, C, D, E, F, G... lalalala

***
Fill in a name of a person you know whose name begin with the letters listed. Answer the questions. Try to fill in everything.

A. Asyraf Anuar
1) Do you love this person?
*pukes*… NO (keeps askin me if he's cute)
2) Is this person your enemy?hmmm…. No, it'd be interesting if he was
3) Would you kiss this person?
NO!!! my nightmare~~~

B. Big Bro (Afiq)
1) Does he love u?
Um…. Yes.
2)Why do you call him/her a brother/sister?
Bcuz… he is??? Not by blood though
3) Does he/she helps you with your problems?
Hmm…. Yes.

C. Channelle
1) Do you have a crush on this person?
No!
2) Have you ever had hugged her/him?
sure have!
3) How old is she/he?
13… I guess… yh

D. Diyana!!!
1) How long have you known him/her?
uh~~ wen??? Yr 4???
2) Biggest regret?
not being able to help her a lot.
3) Do you hate this person?
not a single bit!!!

E. Esther
1) Have you met his/her parents?
come to think of it…. I don't think so
2) Worst thing about this person?
She's not here!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
3) Best thing about this person?
haha. One of my best buds

F. (Af) Fandy
1) Have you ever dated this person?
Hell, NO!!!
2) When is the next time you will see him/her?
next year… I guess
3) Do you go to school with her/him?
he's in the same cursed clas…

G. Geneiva
1) Is he/she a good listener?
not really… haha
2) Have you ever lied to this person?
I don't know… hav i???
3) Is this person nice?
*shrugs*

H. Haidharul
1) What grade is he/she in?
Form 4
2) Is he/she your best friend?
i… don't really think so.
3) Ever done something illegal with this person?
nope.

I. Iza Shafinaz
1) What is this person’s favourite food?
wat do u think I am? Her chef??? Haha. Idk
2) How did you meet this person?
same class. N she's Fandy's fiancee
3) Do you trust him/her?
of course!!!

J. Johan
1) Do they have any siblings?
yh… I think…
2) Do you know his/her favourite song?
haha. Nope. I'm not close to him
3) What would you do if they confessed they liked you?
dream on ppl. NOT gonna happen

K. Khairin
1) Do you like him/her?
in wat perspective???
2) How did you meet?
she was my first fren wen I came here.
3) Would you dance with this person?
no. don't think so

L. Lydia
1) What would you do if you had never met this person?
live on???
2) Do you like him/her?
yes… I do.
3) Would you go to Disney World with this person?
why wouldn't i?

M. Mohd Shafiq
1) Is this person older than you?
haha… yes, he is
2) Is this person single?
how should I know??? I don't poke in his privacy. He's single. haha
3) How many times do you talk to her/him in year?
barely… tak layan pun. hehe

N. Nurul Farhana!!!
1) Is this person your boyfriend/girlfriend?
girlfren… as in … a fren who's a gurl
2) Have you seen this person cry?
like duh~~~ haha
3) Can this person sing?
i… guess so. I'm the one who sings a lot round here.

O. Olivia Edkins
1) Have you ever been to the mall with this person?
nope. I don't think so.
2) How about a sleepover with him/her?
yh. sumtimes
3) Does this person have a job?
a job??? Being my penpal & best bud.

P. …

Q. Qamaryna
1) Is she/he nice?
I guess so.
2) Have you flirted with her/him?
are u crazy???
3) Can she dance?
am I supposed to know???

R. Rizal Amri
1) Have you heard this person sing?
i think my ears exploded...
2) Do you think this person will repost this?
no. not a chance pal.
3) Whats one thing you would change about this person?
his attitude??? N his brain.

S. Syaza Diyana
1) Is this person taller than you?
Nope. Haha. Syaz, ur still a shorty
2) Do you enjoy spending time with him/her?
wat a stupid question. Of course I do!
3) Do they live close to you?
no… not really.

T. (A)Tiqah or Iqa
1) Would you do anything for him/her?
haha…. No. I don't think so
2) Have you been to his/her house?
her house is my kampung…
3) Where does he/she live?
Melaka!!!

U. …

V. Visithra
1) What do you really think of this person?
a very nice and pleasant fren
2) What’s their favourite colour?
uh… blue? No, green?
3) Ever danced with him/her?
haha. Nope.

W. Wan Mohd. Nabil
1) Is this person loud or quiet?
I don't know…. Load to susu. Quiet to me.
2) Name a friend that both of you are close too?
No one.
3) What colour eyes does this person have?
Not interested

X. (Ee) Xsien
1) Does this person wear make-up?
Nope. She's pure. haha
2) Does this person play any instruments?
piano. Go gurl!
3) What is her/his favourite sport?
does she like sport???

Y. …

Z. Zulliana
1) Does this person have MSN?
I hav NO idea
2) Ever gone shopping with him/her?
never had, never will
3) When will you see this person next?
no intention to.
***

hmmm... tagged??

i guess kak anis tagged me. thnx kak anis

List 8 random facts about yourself and tag 8 people
random facts??? like wat??? i dunno~~~

1. i'm a freaky 13 year old gurl???
2. luv to day-dream
3. luv my frens so much!!! (including u susu, like duh~)
4. reads a lot.... i mean it. :)
5. more into romance than action...
6. wishing for a lovely happy ever after... :) haha
7. warning. very emotional!
8. like nature n outside stuff

who i'm tagging???:
1.susu?
2.diyana?
3.iza?
4.aina?
5.syaza?
6.ee xsien?
7.my seniorz?
8.all my frens!

haha
:)

MY CUZIN -ATIQAH- IS SLEEP-OVER-ING

soo....
the day farah came,
was also the day my cuzin
(atiqah or wat i call her, iqa)
came

wat i did with farah????
-read
-play
-tell stories
-understand each other (really???)
-use the comp

then qistina came
yay qistina!!!
haha
long time no c.


then bla di bla di bla...

and they went home

somewhere round midnight...
iqa came

haha
n u know wat???
nenek n iqa are sleeping at my room
kata sejuk giler...

wen it's only 23 degrees

it's freaking hot!
:)

then nenek suruh tutup air-cond
...
so i did
even though it made me sweat

i don't think i had a pleasant night.
iqa likes to kick a lot
-_-"

haha
but wat can i say???
she's 12 yr's old.

btw,
i guess she's gonna be here till
sunday

n everynight
kitorang gi surau
untuk mengaji

but tonight
masa gi
jumpa anjing
haha

n syamim brought along his
'pistol manik'
so he was shooting at the dog
which was in a gate
but it could get out
cuz it's juz stray

syamim tembak-tembak.
sabrun pulak duduk atas basikal
iqa peluk-peluk fatin
fatin buat bodoh

haha

syamim: wei! sabrun! cepatlah pegi! kita back up.
sabrun: tak nak ah
syamim: u kan guna basikal ngok!
sabrun: kiter bagi iqa. nak jalan!
*gives iqa the bike*
*i got to hold both iqa n my bag...*
syamim: *tembak2*
sabrun: *lari*... AAAAAAHHHHHH
doggie: *barks* WOOF! WOOF!!!
syamim: AAAAAAAAAH!!! *lari*
me: *denagn selambernya jalan, tertinggal di belakang*
doggie: *gets out of gate* WOOF! WOOF!!! *kejar*
syamim n sabrun n iqa: AAAAAH!!!!! *lari*
me: *glances at doggie*
doggie: *glances at me*
me: tak yah lah lari. nanti dier kejarlah!
syamim: HAI-YYYAAHHH!!!! *tembak2*
doggie: WWWWOOOOOOOOFF!!!!!!!!!!!
syamim: AAAAAAAAAHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!! *runs*
me: *still walking*
doggie: *kejar syamim*
me: *sigh...*
doggie: *stops n stares at me*
me: bye doggie. ur cute. :)
doggie: woof!
me: yeah... i know... he's an idiot.

if u don't understand,
u don't need to
haha

i wanna c dyana's bloggie now.
n iza's.
so c ya!
luv y'all.

FARAH'S HERE!!!

:)
so everything's fine now.

n farah's here.
don't wanna waste time with her
qistina's coming soon too.

YAY!!!
haha
i missed them soooo much!
:)
:)
:)

so i'll c ya guyz later.
bubye!
luv y'all.

KAK ANIS WAITING FOR ME TO TALK IN BM???

:)
i'm ok.
no, honestly, i am.

so,
mom made a new routine for us
(like i don't have 1 alredy)
so
i got a bit pissed off.
cuz of some reasons bout my fam
haha
i guess that's normal.

so i wanted to calm down...

n wat did i do???
watch barbie
the princess n the pauper.
haha
that was weird
i'm not really a fan
of barbie
haha
:)

so then sabrun
was pissing me off.
as usual.
n i wanted to kick him
but accidently kicked his
lego culpture
then he was crying likea a baby
n my fam got mad at me
n bla bla bla

so sambung tengok barbie
but everytime sabrun comes in,
i pause it.
cuz he ejek-ejek me like watching it
while he likes it even more

*sigh*
then fatin suraya calls
n says nak kiter teman dier gi SKBRP

on the way, ajak kak anis
n i was playing with her cat
while waiting for her to come out
of her prison

haha

the first sentence i said to her
was in malay
so she was like

kak anis: finally!!!
me: huh???
kak anis: ckp pun bahasa melayu! dah lama dah kak tunggu tau tak???
me: huh???

haha

she'd been waiting for me
to talk in malay???
it's not that hard
i juz get tongue tied a bit at times
but i DO talk in malay
mostly to my family.

wEiRd

so masa gi SKBRP
alif n fatin suraya
were like
kak anis: alaah, tau-tau je lah u ade crush ngan alif kan???
me: WAT?!?!?!?!
fatin s: tak yah nak malu-malu. semua RK dah tau.
me: i do NOT hav a crush on alif.

bcuz... i DON'T

i think of him as a bro.
:)
n mom alredy started accusing him of being my bf
no, thank u.
i don't wanna hav a bf
wanna focus on studies nex yr.

so then...
kat SKBRP
kak anis is still accusing me
so i kejar lah
haha
round the whole skool
fatin s
says i'm doing a marathon

balik dari SKBRP,
singgah kat 7E

n then at the park.
so fatin s
wanted to push me
n i defenced myself

blablabla,
pastu, dier jatuh tergolek-golek

haha
should've seen her face!
priceless!

hmm...
i don't wanna be too detail-ish now.
not relly in d mood

so now,
i wanna do homework.

bubye
wait---
to those who r accusing alif of the incident
stop it, PRONTO
he is INNOCENT
i have a brain
i know things
so stop accusing him.

well,
bubye
luv y'all.

HEY GUYZ... I GOT A NEW NICKY

susu!!! i mizz u sooo much
u don't know how i feel.
syaz,
u HAV to talk to me bout this
soon.
if u wanna that is
don't need to rush

hehe

*wait? y am i laughing??? i'm supposed to be angry*

hmm...

haha
(urgh... ur crazy if ur laughing at this matter, fatin)

so i was cruising...
looking for ppl's blogs.
like always

haha
n i know this someone
(won't tell u who)
has a new nick-name for me!

haha
(y in bloody hell am i laughing???)

so???
u wanna
know what my nicky is???

(guess wat? my hands r shaking, dunno y)
(don't say it... pls fatin, NO)

haha

anyway,
get ready ppl

cuz my new nicky

is

:)
:)
:)

.
.
.

bitch

:(

*runs away*

i think i'm a lil crazy
hmm... yes... i am
so...
bye y'all
still luv u
always had
always will

but sum things
hurt a LOT

wen u thought u was ok with this person
finally stable
n then u know
that person calls u bitch
yeah..
that wont hurt at all
nope.
not a single LIL bit

haha
(i seriously hav mental probs)

urmm...
okay
bye

want sumthing to cool my mind

syaza!!! call me, PRONTO
susu!!! mizzed u like HELL
aina!!! y aren't u here???
iza!!! ur too far away
dyana!!! i want u with me
farah!!! talk to me plz
ee xsien!!! tell me sumthing i don't know
afiq!!! wait- do u even know my blog???
fatin farhana!!! ur with me ryt??? u always r...
olivia? esther? lydia? rachel? alicia? lara? channel?

y am i left all alone???

i think i'm going crazy literally.
haha

fatin f, i'm gonna talk to u soon kay???
luv u,
bye

*no, i'm not gonna think bout this much... i guess...*
cool u guyz
i'm over-reacting a bit ryt now.
haha
i'll get a hang of it.
trust me
i hope

I AM OVER-REACTING
I'LL GET A HANG OF IT SOON
SO COOL IT!

JUZ NEED TO TALK TO SUMONE...

who?

fatin farhana.

A NEW SO-CALLED-ROUTINE-FOR-THE-REST-OF-THE-HOLIDAY

sooooooo
yeah...
*sigh*

i made a new routine
or jadual lah.
*gasp*
never thought that i would.

so i guess i'm trying to be more disiplined
boy, JB would love hearing me say this
n in the jadual,
i only hav 2 times to use the comp.
n 1 hour each...

well,
that's short

n wat actually happened today???

morning...
nothing

noon...
nothing

afternoon...
nothing

evenin'...
usual

night...
forced by mother to go to the surau

n i fell aslp there too
didn't understand a single thing the ustaz said
*sigh*

i was juz having the REAL mood to do homework
WAS in the middle of having fun in doing it
n then she comes n ruin my mood

dah balik dari surau,
my mood's thrown in the trash can
*sigh*

even kakak (my maid) realized
muka kiter muram je...
i think i'm scaring her
how could i not???

if looks could kill,
they y'all would be dead by now

x_x

*sigh*

so wat do i do now???
HOMEWORK

hmmm....
iza's done i presume

oh shoot,
i hav to do that SIVIK thing

n we had to do it in kumpulan
but...
i was supposed to be in iza's
suddenly i'm banished
???

then i got stuck to asyraf
WHO IS NOT HELPING AT ALL

except for giving me the gambar
puh-lease! i could do that myself
perfectly well.

haha

but i miss that guy.
asyraf has a way to make ppl happy
at times

sumthing bout his aura
n attitude
not that i hav a crush on him.
haha
he's juz an idiotic, funny classmate

.
.
.

*sigh...*

so... yeah

i guess i better do my homework now.
bubye y'all
miss u
&
luv u always

*even though not a lot of ppl view my blog, i juz like to post everyday. dunno y. *shrugs* haha, i guess i'm juz lonely here. hmm... yeah, homework... ryt. i won't forget.

THE CALL*~

i've been such a sadistic moron now

(like i wasn't since i was born...)

i had this weird---beyond weird

dream last nyt.

haha

but even though it's weird

i forgot wat it was bout

(or have i???)

nyway, i juz had this song popping in my head

'the call'

in... hm... forgot.

narnia was it???

i guess so.

but i don't really care bout the music

it's the lyrics

being the idiotic donkey i am,

i'm gonna blab bout it all i want.

haha

so these are the lyrics

~*~*~*~

THE CALL

It started out as a feeling
Which then grew into a hope
Which then turned into a quiet thought
Which then turned into a quiet word

And then that word grew louder and louder
'Til it was a battle cry

I'll come back
When you call me
No need to say goodbye

Just because everything's changing
Doesn't mean it's never
Been this way before

All you can do is try to know
Who your friends are
As you head off to the war

Pick a star on the dark horizon
And follow the light

You'll come back
When it's over
No need to say good bye

You'll come back
When it's over
No need to say good bye

Now we're back to the beginning
It's just a feeling and no one knows yet
But just because they can't feel it too
Doesn't mean that you have to forget

Let your memories grow stronger and stronger
'Til they're before your eyes

You'll come back
When they call you
No need to say good bye

You'll come back
When they call you
No need to say good bye

~*~*~*~

yes,

i'm weird

and the lyrics are too.

but if u notice---

wait, to all the ppl who have brain damage

don't read further on....

u'd get worse n i'd hav to send u to

the famous

hospital bahagia tanjung rambutan.

so shooh!!!, shooh!!!~~~

*flicking my hands*

(yes, i'm halau-ing u brain freaks away)

as i was saying

(no spying to all the brain freaks

that i've shooh-ed away)

if u notice,

the lyrics mean a lot.

but i'm not gonna tell u wat it is

:P

u have a brain,

think a lil.

soooo
i've been wondering on and on...
and now i'm blabbing.

haha

i juz noticed too
-wen i was playing the keyboard
that there are a lot of butterflies
in my backyard
u juz don't spot 'em.

so keep ur brains n eyes sharp ppl
cuz i don't know wat i'm talking bout
?_?

(hav i gone crazy???)

so now my lil bro wanna use the comp
(as usual)

didn't even use it for an hour
*sigh*
oh well...
that's life with freaking family.

so i guess i gtg.
dunno if i'll be rajin enuf to update
petang ni

bubye
luv y'all.

NEW RECORD OF FINISHING A BOOK IN ONE DAY

i HONESTLY did these things only.

eat
read
homework
read
homework
read
eat
read
homework
read
homework...

i don't know why
i juz read breaking dawn
that i borrowed from syaza
n wen i'm a bit fed up
i do my homework
wen i'm fed up of THAT
i read again.

breaking dawn's nearly finished too.
juz a few more pages
n i started today
*sigh*
it's 754 pages
n i'm gonna finish it today
wow, new record

(not that i haven't read it before)
:P

oh well...
i wanna finish all my homework
(gonna do bm last,
owh... the unbearable torture)

n then i juz realized sumthing
haha
though it was major obvious

at school...
i CAN'T stand being alone.
i want a fren to talk to...
get all moody wen i'm lonely
n i talk a lot.
more dramatic
n sarcastic
cheerful as always

at home...
i'd lock myself up in my room
do things all alone
no companions
no one to talk to
all my problems mixed up in my head
n i prefer it that way.
???

but i DON'T prefer it that way with my frens
(do u ppl get me??? i know i don't)

i've been feeling faint now...
don't know.
visions all blurry at times
syaza, if u giv me ur medicine,
i'll burn it n throw the ashes out the window
n i mean it.

well,
my cuzin's gone at least
no more rackets
(the horror of that lil mut,
he'll drive u crazy in half-a-sec)

so here i am
using the comp for the first time today
i don't know why i was sooo touchy today
(runs in the family... mom's in the 'bad mood')

it was raining
which usually makes me sad as always
n a lil scared
(yes, i'm a total freak)

i miss all my frens

susu,
y don't u come to my house???
mom's gonna get angry with me if i come
to ur house everyday
(n i could if i have the guts gurl)
so
?
waddaya think?

i actually wanna go jogging
n running
feel the breeze
(look at me babbling! tsk...tsk...tsk...)
but i have nobody to go with
hmm... aina?
too lazy
(no offense gurl, but u can't handle
one whole round without slurpee)
farhana kassim?
i don't think so. she can be harsh usually
susu?
haha, i'd be stuck IN her house all day

oh well...
i wonder wat i'm gonna babble bout now

francesca??
to ppl who know her
she's as happy as ever
haha
:)

still bringing her along everywhere
still combing her hair wen i have the time
still adore her like always
still sleeping beside her at nyt
still talking to her wen i'm upset
still like staring into her deep blue eyes
still loving her as i always do
:)

yeah, i babble a lot.

i wanna go check on other ppl's bloggies now.
haha
including u syaz.

so i'll c ya later.
bubye.
luv y'all

SYAZ, EAT UR MEDICINE

soooo... i was bored to death this morning.
didn't know wat to do.
so i did homework...
n then hantar syahir gi clinic

then syaza called
so suddenly
n she said she wanted to come.
at 3.

n she did
:)

haha,
but ur still an evil mut syaz.
i owe u for saving my life due to boredom
;)

we talked n talk a LOT
some bout musa...
then her sisters...
then our parents...

haha

u wanna know sumthing???

me n syaza r best frens.
n still r.
u hear that syaz???
i wont forget ur craziness...
haha

but we have this SLIGHT glitch

our parents...
haha

her mom doesn't seem to like me much...
n my mom doesn't like her much...

so our parents would be like trying to tear us apart
while we'd be like

me: no!!!!! syaza, don't go!!!
syaza: hold on!!!! we can make it!!!
haha

but, seriously...
were best buds...
but we have a stupid barrier
that we can't fight.
*sigh*

then i told her bout 1RK n 3RK
then she was like
syaz: urgh!!! i hate shaza!!!
me: why??? he didn't do nything wrong...
syaz: he has the same name as me!
me: haha, not exactly. ur SY, he's SH
syaz: still, i hate him.

not a very gud reason syaz!!!
haha
but it'll do i guess.
:)

then my big bro was using the comp.
so we played the keyboard
she says I'M gud
wen SHE'S even better
n SHE goes to mozart
while i blajar sendiri.

syaz! ur better than me u idiot.
big-headed blind idiot.
haha

then she wanted to try my violin.
but it was old...
n then there was only 3 strings left.
yg lagi satu, sabrun putuskan.
so she tried.
haha
n it was like ur personal hell on earth!!
ryt syaz???
it was horrible.
sounded like a ghost screaching
wen she's burned with hot fire n then acid.

so then i juz realized
that i have a lot of instruments in the house.

gendang
keyboard
violin
guitar (syahir's mini one)
flute (lost in this god damn house)
recorder

hm... i wonder if there's more???

then we used the comp.

blog talk.
haha
she wanted to change her template.
so now i'm helping her.

dude! (syaza)
u want me to make a new account???
i could.
if u wanna.
if i don't do it today,
blame my god damn freaking bros
kay???

haha.

oh yh,
syaz???
u have serious lack of red blood cells.
so eat ur medicine
or i'll chop ur freaking big fat head off.
n i mean it!
if u die,
i'm gonna kill u again

stab u at the back
like u did to the teddy
that faan gave amoon.
hah!!!

okay,
i guess i gtg.
my brothers n cuzin
r watching sumthing bout ghosts...
or watever.

n i have this phobia thing with it.
haha
alif knows i guess.
so i don't wanna listen.

*sigh*

yes,
i'm a coward

hehe,
kay.
nyt2 ppl
luv y'all.

SYAZA!!! HAHA, I LOVE U. N U KNOW IT!

haha!
yh... i guess sumthing's wrong with my brain...

syaz!!!!
how could u say i forgot u????
u evil mut!

hahaha
:)

*no, i'm not talking to shaza heidi if u were wondering
it's syaza diyana. :P*

yesterday malam....

afiq, a form 4 guy/bro-but-not-related-by-blood-bro
told me to call him ASAP.

so i called him.

n then he suddenly says sumthing like
syaza is saying that ur forgetting her.

HAH!!!
like I would!
i started to think U were forgetting me u idiot!
hahaha

afiq: syaza is going into the hospital... she has this desease
me: WAT?!?!?!?!?!
afiq: yh... lack of red blood cells... n she thinks u forgot her.
me: girl who is my best fren say WAT???
afiq: ahh, juz call her lah.
me: is somthing wrong????
afiq: ahh... gtg. bb
me: okay, bye

so as i was rushing to call syaza,
i looked at my contacts n called shaza the first time i saw the name.

n it was SHAZA
not SYAZA...

but i didn't notice... n then suddenly the hp said...
hp: this is the voice mail box of the num... bla bla bla.

so i looked at the phone,
n juz realized.
it was so stupid.
gud thing he doesn't use the phone anymore.
or i'd be dead!
haha

so i called SYAZA
n i told her everything.
it was nice
haha

she broke up with musa...
KESIAN
:)
hahaha

so syaza's gonna come soon.
n my bro wanna use the comp now.
so i better go.

haha.
yes, syaza.
i luv u!!!!
don't forget!!!
;)

well,
ciao.

*to anybody who thinks i'm talking to shaza heidi, ur dead*

STUPID BROTHERS....

i am soooooooooooooo
annoyed with my freaking bros ryt now.

can't leave me alone.

and my cuzin's here
azim's the name.
he's as annoying as my bro.

sheesh...
i've been doing my homework 4 the whole day n can't they juz
leave me some freaking peace to use the computer???

and i shouted at shafiq for the first time.
:)
feels gud too.
haha.
that was evil.

hey! he was annoying me to death.
he always,
i repeat, ALWAYS
tuduh me for things i hav nothing to do.
n then marah, marah lah
bla bla bla...

so i finally shouted
me: can u plz stop doing that??? always accusing me of things.
that's ur hobby isn't it? always annoying me till my death has come.
CAN'T U JUZ LEAVE ME IN PEACE?!?!?!

lepas tu dier diam jer...
hahaha!
victory is finally mine!

bcuz he knew it was true.

n then they y'all think i'm using the comp too much
when they are actually using it WAY more than me.
n i was doing my homework... printing things...
all school stuff.

n wat to they do???
play!

urgh....
geram giler.....
org nak buet kerja pun tak leh ke???

aaaah! watever lah.

syamim n azim wanna use the freaking comp now.
they've been shouting in my ear ever since.
sometimes i juz wanna slap him.
but if i do,
he'll slap me back.

n then we'd get all serious n hurt each other for real.
stupid minds....

*sigh*

fine.
bubye.

azim is sleep-overing.
n this is not helping.
cuz i wanna do my homework now.
n diorang tgh main gendang
malam2 buta mcm orang giler.
even though i close the door
put a pillow on my head...
u can still hear it.

urgh!!!!!!
i'm going crazy!~~~~~

oh well,
nyt2.
sweet dreamz.

*see??? syamim juz kicked me cuz he wants to use the comp pronto????????

it's a gud thing i'm not kicking his butt ryt now.

n gud luck to all the 1rkians that have to finish the damn load of homework they gave us.

homework....

susu ajak me to go to aunty ram's house today.
supposed to be ready by 10.

but i was too engrosed with printing my homework
that i didn't notice my clock's battery died

n soon, susu came 2 my house...
while i was still in front of the stupid printer
wearing my jammies...
haha
:)

n then she said it was alredy 10.
i was like..
me: WHAT???

haha

then we went to aunty ram's house....
n bla di bla di bla.
(i'm still stealing this from u susu)

but i didn't go out
cuz
susu kat OU
n
it was raining.

i'm feeling very blurred...
but i did a portion of my homework.
it feels nice...
sumhow.
dunno y.

:)

oh well...
seems that i have nothing much to do now.
so i'll c u.
luv y'all...

GOLDEN LOUNGE

right NOW..
i'm in the

golden lounge,
kota kinabalu international airport...

but i'm soooooo bored.
the flights been delayed from
3.00 to 7.00

n i hav nothing to do...
except surf the internet n eat that is...
but i'm full..

*sigh*

bored.
bored.
bored.
bored.
bored.
bored.
bored.

*sigh*

maybe i'll go slp.
bbye ppl!
i'll still luv y'all.

TRIP TO SABAH....

so... the flight's been delayed till 7.00
so i'm gonna stay here for the next.... 4 hours!!!
omg!!!n how long is that???


sooo... i'm gonna tell u wat happened over here...


4 hours...
sheesh, that's long...


________________________________________
15th november 2008 (first day)


we woke up early at bout 6.00
n dad told all of us to hurry up...


we left our house
(mizz u house...)
at bout 7.15 or so...


i'm not really the type of person
who sleeps a lot in the car
so i was looking around...


the driver was... well... driving???
dad... sleeping??? or was he talking to the driver???
mom... sleeping
all my bros... sleeping... i think


sooo... on the way to KLIA
i saw this place called
'Saujana'


i always pass this place,
it even has it's own lake.
so i wondered bout it a bit.
then i remember that
farah said
shaza was moving to this place called
'saujana'? or 'sarjana'?
or 'sa-watever'
so... hmmmm....
*shrugs*


wen we arrived... we went to check in
n bla di bla di bla
(yes, i'm stealing ur sentence susu)


we havn't ate our breakfast yet...
so we went to the golden lounge.


me n syamim makan nasi lemak banyak giler!!!
sampai syamim nak termuntah!
haha.


wen we wanted to go...
the hostess said that
maybe our flight tukar kapal
so we went back inside.


then the speaker said that
our flight was ready for boarding...
so we went to our port.


wen we were nearly there,
the speaker said
'attention to miss fatin raihana binti mohd azha,
i repeat, miss fatin raihana binti mohd azha and companions,
our flight is ready for boarding.'

and i irritated my mom by saying
me: mom1 mom! i'm famous! yay!
haha


on the plane,
i slept all the way to sabah.


we arrived at our apartment
(marina court)
n i wanted to pick this room
which had an awesome view
of the sea


me: wei! korang! ni bilik fatin tau!
shafiq: tak der... ni bilik kiter. pegi kluar!
me: alaah.... shafiq! nak bilik ni!
shafiq: apa kau merepek ni mangkuk. kluar cpat!
me: -_-" i will not give up till u give me this room!
dad: dah. take turns. malam ni shafiq, next fatin. okay?
me: okay...
shafiq: victory is mine!


*sigh...*


so i picked the other room...
i guess it was okay...
u could see some of the sea,
traffic,
n the swimming pool altogether.
it was ok...
i guess


sooo... all day long, i was in my room.
wat did i do in my room???


-finish off the first rose on my cross sticth


-read twilight
while i was reading twilight...
suddenly i heard something got hit...
n then my brothers were laughing terbahak-bahak...
*shrugs*


-wanted to take some pics of the view.
so i took the camera n went out of my prison
there's this balcony at the living room
which had this awesome view of the sea...


so i was practically running towards the balcony...
thinking the doors were already open.
somewhere far in my brain
(being dramatic)
told me to stop...
but...
being the stubborn person i am...
just kept running.
until
BANG!!!


@.@


i hit the door...
which sounds really stupid but true.
the guys were watching me...
then they suddenly laughed.
n i was laughing along.


sabrun: hahaha... fatin terhantuk mcm kiter!!!
me: huh???
syamim: sabrun pun kena...
me: patut lah gelak mcm org giler tadi...
sabrun: hahahaha
me: ouch...


i ran into the door
face-first...
so i guess i had this benjol at my head
T.T


malam tu,
pergi makan kat pasar.


umi order nasi goreng for
me,
shafiq
and herself


but wen the nasi goreng came,
god!
banyak giler!!!


u should've seen it!
i mean,
i nvr seen so much!


it was like mount kinabalu on a plate!
if u stick a spoon in it.
mesti tumpah.


in the end,
i didn't even finish
a quater of it.


*sigh*


malam tu... exhausting giler!
dah lah kenyang plak tu!
so i fell aslp.
hehe...
g nyt fatin!
________________________________
16 november 2008 (second day)


hari ni,
kitorang gi pulau...


dad woke me up
early in the morning
wen everyone was ready,
we went to this boat place
called jesselton


the first pulau
(pulau munakan--- i think)


we went to plau munakan
by the speed boat


u know...
the type of bout that lifts up in front
n goes down at the back
?


me n syamim were
at the front
while the others...
were at the back with cusions to sit on


wen we first went,
laju giler!!!
haha


u don't know how fast it was!
sampai tudung umi nak tercabut!
n the boat was heading opposties of the waves
which make the boat jump
(FLY!!!)
loads of times


masa dah nak sampai,
me n syamim's butt
sakit giler...
haha
cuz there was too much jumping.
lol
:)


wen we arrived,
at first... bersantai...
the waves were too hard for us to snorkel


so... we went to the other side of the island.
which was a bit calmer.


me
syamim
n
sabrun
went snorkelling
there was sooo much sea cucumbers!
(gamat)
n they were sooo close!
reach up front n u can touch 'em.


syamim chickened out.
n went out of the water.


so only me n sabrun was left...
we didn't go far... cuz we were a bit scared at first.
the we saw fish...
haha... so many of em!!
i like looking at fish up close.
it was nice...


then masa dah penat,
we went out of the water...
dad was sleeping.
n the others too.
so sabrun salin baju.
while i juz took a bath.


the breeze was so cold!!!
(maybe cuz i was wearing wet clothes)
but...
it was still cold!
haha


the others slept
while i was walking about on the beach.


wen our boat came,
we went to the second island
(pulau sapi)


u should've seen the view! it was so awesome!
n me n sabrun n syamim
went snorkeling again.
but this place was better...

we could see loads of of fish...
we saw clownfish (nemo!)
parrot fish
n so much more...

mom even dived with us.

saw corals everywhere...
so nice!

then there was this fish... that swam with us!
haha

it was loads of fun.
but exhausting.

i found one shell... that was a bit bigger than usual.
so i told mom to pick it up.
cuz i was wearing fins... n she wasn't

malam tu... met my dad's fren.
we ate at pizza hut.
haha
it was nice...
but i was blurred...
so
bla di bla di bla...
_____________________________________
17th november 2008 (third day)

hari ni.
we went to the kaki gunung of mount kinabalu.
:)

it was cold!
n so nice!
u should've seen the view!
i think i fell in love with it!
haha

we went hiking a bit...
me n syamim were in the front.
n shafiq n umi at the back...
umi skit2 dah penat.
me n syamim were so excited.
but it was a bit scary too.
cuz if u slip a lil,
u could fall.
n u don't know how high we hiked...
WOW
i don't wanna look down~~~

lepas balik,
we went shopping.
i wanted to give presents to all of my frens...
but mom shortened it to 4 frens
n the others r cuzins...
sheesh.

i'm sorry if i didn't pick any of u guyz...
but i hav no choice.
hehe
it's hard to pick if u want all of em.

masa balik... dah malam.
so we juz went to slp...
________________________________________
18th november 2008 (fourth day)

we went shopping a bit more in the morning
n now...
after we packed n all...
we are here...
at

kota kinabalu international airport

in the golden lounge.

actly our flight was supposed to be at 3
or sumthing like that.
but then... it got delayed to 7.00
so i won't be seeing any of u ppl today.

*sigh*

it's gonna take a loooooooong time.

DIDN'T GO TO SCHOOL PARTY~~

WAAAAAAAAAA~~~~~~
GUYZ!!!
I AM SO SORRY

i couldn't go to the
jamuan akhir tahun...

waaa
T.T

from last saturday
till today
i was at sabah.
(and i still am actually, but i'm at the golden lounge at kk airport)

my flight's at bout 3.00
n i'm gonna tell u all bout wat happened.

but not now...

Sabah is awesome!!!
haha

but,
i regret going here a lil bit...
cuz tak dapat gi jamuan akhir tahun
ngan korang....
*crying*

i missed u guyz sooooo much!!!

the flight's gonna take
2.30 hours...

so i'll be home bout 6 or sumthing.

MIZZED U GUYZ SOOOOOO MUCH!!!

now,
excuse me,
i'm gonna read other ppl's blogs b4 the flight.
especially iza
diyana
susu
aina
n all my frens.
seniors 2.

bbye!
mizz y'all
luv y'all 2.

LAST DAY TO BE A 1 RK 1

sooooo
today was the last day of skool
it wasn't that eventive.
but still,
it wasn't that all bad.

not a lot of ppl came.
n the 1 RK 2
had a jamuan akhir tahun

our jamuan akhir tahun is gonna be
at pizza hut
at the store
after zohor
ahad ni

nyway,
at first, i was bored to death.

n susu came to me
n asked if i have any paper plates
cuz they brought food.
but no plates.

so i called my mom n told her
to bring the paper plates for them.

after we got the paper plates
they went n start the party.

soo
today,
farah n dyana
decided to be
the INVI's

n i did a bit of cross sticth
then i helped pn. irma a bit.

wen i came back,
i played UNO
with the others.
they played...
wat was it again??
heart attack??

ah, something like that lah

it was so funny!!!

it's kinda like...
one person has 4 crads.
n they have to pass one to the person next 2 u.
so u could kumpul
the nombor u choose
till u have 4 crads
that are the same.

n the first person
who got all four
touch their nose.
or anything u choosed b4 the game

but
if u c a person touching his/her nose.
u have to do it too
even though u blum siap kumpul.

sooo
the last person
who's concentrating too much
loses.

wen susu joined in,
she was like...
*everyone touching noses*
*susu still looking at cards*
... *silence*...
*susu looks up*
susu: oh... *touches nose*
hahaha

it was soooo funny.

then the next thing we chose
was sape yg kumpul dulu,
kena jadi patung

*everyone but asyraf patung*
*everyone waiting 4 asyraf to realize*
*asyraf was gonna put his hand in his pocket*
*wanted to ask afiqah sumthing*
*finally notices*
in the end,
asyraf became a patung
with his hand in his pocket
and smiling like a goofy idiot
wait...
he is one

the next thing we chose was
sapa yg menang,
buat muka bodoh

soooo

*everyone doing muka bodoh*
afiqah: ... wait... sapa yg last??
affandy: ntah lah
me: alaah, susah nak tau. sbb sume orang bodoh
muahahaha

then muka hodoh.
but it was the same as muka bodoh
so asyraf was like:

asyraf: wei, fiqah, kau buat muka hodoh mcm mana?
fiqah: cam ni. *shows him*
asyraf: tak yah lah... muka fiqah dah hodoh dah...
tak yah tukar-tukar

asyraf jahat gilerr........
haha

then we had a lil photo tour
it was soooo nice!

but i didn't bring my camera
so i'll ask iza to e-mail it for me.

after that...
kena tolong kemas kelas we were in
which was
5 sc 2

hehe, there was a lot of
stuff.
n watever
so i asked teacher

me: cikgu, blh curi tak??? diorang tak guna lagi kan??
boleh guna utk tahun depan
cikgu: ahh, curi je... kalau tak, cikgu buang je...
me: okay!

sooo...
wat i curi was...

some flowers they brought.
the jadual kelas
the jadual bertugas
all the pins they used
the maklumat on the papan

muahahahaha...
yes, i'm evil
i'm gonna do some re-modeling.

i luv doing things like that...

soooooooo
ana gave me back my twilight book
(i searched it 4 ages!)
n i'm gonna re-type the
misi,
visi,
sistem merit-demerit
n all bout the school
so i could deco my class next yr

:)

c ya guys!
luv y'all!!!

SLEEP, READ, EAT, CROSS STITCH... BLA BLA BLA

soooooooooooooooooooo
wat did i do today???

hmm....

eat
sleep
cross stitch
sleep
read
eat
sleep
eat
read
cross stitch
read
eat
sleep
n now
i'm surfing
the internet....

oh well.....

since i'm bored to death...
i'm gonna babble

bla bla bla bla bla
bla bla bla bla
bla bla bla bla bla
bla bla bla???

okay, i'm freaking myself out

bubye
luv y'all.

JGN EGANG BABY GUPPY! NANTI MATI!

haha...
yeah... i didn't come to school today

dunno y.
i didn't felt like it.
n i'm exhausted from helping ppl
here n there...

so i'll tell u wat happened yesterday
(12 November 2008)

nothing much at school.
i came a bit late.
but not that late.

n cikqu raja wanted to talk to me
so i followed her.
n she told me to sign some papers.
bcuz since i have a gud reputation
for puteri islam,
i became the setiausaha

had to sign loads of papers
my witness was dyana.

oh well...
lepas balik ke kelas
i played UNO
with my frens

susu was mostly with RK 2
so i juz let her be

i got bored n a bit lonely
so i wanted to c if teacher needed any help.
we had to angkat this cupboard
n put it in her car

after that was done.
teacher had nothing for us to do.

masa rehat,
i was with gud old farah
we talked a bit.

then masa habis rehat.
i wanted to help teacher
but i was toooo sleeeeeepppppyyyyy

so i fell aslp.
n i woke up
juz in time
to take a pic with the others

it was nice.
but then susu
wanted me to take pics of her n ana.
so i did.

then they brought the camera elsewhere
to resume their photo tour

i was REALLY sleepy.

so, masa balik.
i walked a bit faster than the others.
cuz i juz wanted to flop myself on the bed.

wen i came home...
i actually didn't do juz that.
cuz the guppies (my fish)
baru beranak.

n i didn't want
the babies to get eaten by the
big fish

so i had to asingkan.
had a bit of fun too.
cuz i didn't do it alone.

i did it with
mom
n
syahir to watch

syahir was like
syahir: mi! mi! ni pa?
mom: ni baby guppy
syahir: mana?? nak engok!
me: ni... nampak tak?
syahir: nak egang!
mom: eh! tak boleh syahir!
me: a'ah. tak leh. nanti baby guppy tu penyek plak.
syahir: nanti mati eh???
mom: a'ah... nanti mati.
syahir: fatin. jgn egang! nanti mati!
me: ok.

haha.
he was sooooooooo cute!

then,
we went to go to SPP
cuz i nak beli pembalut buku.

be4 we went to SPP,
we went to this jahit shop.
n mom bought me a cross stitch
kain n benang.

so i'm gonna start doing cross stitches again!
yay me!

i learned doing cross stitches from my cuzin
kak amni.
who's already married

so petang smalam.
tak kluar

sbb glap sngt
n
i had to balut buku

i already started to do a bit of the cross stitch
wonder wen i can finish it.

to iza:

IZA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
TOMORROW I'M COMING TO SCHOOL
N U R DEAD MEAT!!!!!!!!

DO U HEAR ME?!!!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!

oh well,
i'll have no mercy on her

so i'll c u guyz later.
bb!

p.s:
gud luck to all the SPM
candidates. gud luck on ur exam

p.p.s:
gud luck to all the UPSR candidates
cuz i know u guys r getting ur results
today
gud luck!

bubye.
luv y'all!
n iza,
ur dead i tell u.

HELPING TEACHERS ALL DAY LONG

hehehe...
i am soooooo exhausted

so... wat happened today???

this morning
i pulangkan buku teks.
n got my form 2 text books...

but...
tak puas hati.

sbb
some of em r
hancur

nanti lah tukar pembalut.

wat i did most of the day was....

HELP TEACHER!

first,
uruskan fail peribadi n all.
n then everybody's else.

helped teacher calculate the marks of
class 4 science 2

they didn't do very gud.
but still.
yeah... u ppl r gud.

so thennnnn
me n diyana has to calculate
these numbers to get the percentage.

me= write down n tell diyana wat numbers
diyana= calculates

so we were like
me: 48+51
diyana: 48+51...
me: divide by 160
diyana: bahagi 160...
me: then darab 100
diyana: darab seratus

calculator= 118.83629
me: diyana, i think u did sumthing wrong juz now.
diyana: alaaaaaaah.... okay. again

so we were like doing it again n again n again
until diyanan was like

diyana: AAAAAAAAAAHHHHH.... my brain hurts!
me: haha ur brain's gonna explode
diyana: toooooo maannyyy nuuuummmmmbbboorsssss
brain harrrrd to fuuuunctioooon~~~~~~~
me: WARNING... WARNING
diyana, if ur having a headache, let me do all of it. u rest.
diyana: ok.

so i was calculating.... allllll by myself
wen i finished
i helped teacher re-check some results

n on n on n on...

by the time habis sekolah
there was still some more things to do.
so i told teacher i'd sambung tomorrow

i helped a lot
:)

then....
balik ngan fatin s n juniors
she keeps wanting her rm10!
FATIN!!!!!!!
NEVER U HEAR ME????
MUAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHA


i wanted to go to susu's house
but she wasn't there.

so i went to farhana's.
ate a bit there...
then helped teacher.

kitorang kena pegi balik ke sekolah

cikgu nak kemas meja n all....
we had to bring
boxes filled with papers upstairs!
i mean,
do u know how heavy it is???

n i keep doing the hard work.
then momoi calls me
the hulk

yeah ryt!
haha

in the end,
we wanted to buy some water.
we walked to the kantin

n then the form 2 above,
who saw us not wearing baju skolah
were like

form2: woi! nenek kau tak ajar ke pakai baju sklh?!?!?
me: *shrugs* biar lah
aina: *no reactions*
momoi: ... huh???
form2: woi! bodoh! pekak sangat ke? nenek btul.
momoi: die ckp apa??? die nak jadi nenek??
aina: tak... panggil kitorang nenek.
momoi: ohh..... bangang btul. diorang ah nenek.

haha....
momoi was angry at em
but who cares.

we came here to help
n it was exhausting i tell u!

do u know how many boxes we had to bring
up the stairs???
*huffs*

lps tolong cikgu,
kite, aina ngan momoi gi 7e
makan maggiiiiiieeeeeeee
hehe

then we went home.

so now.... iza is freaking me out.
haha,
saying i hav a crush on alif.
shut up iza.
n no,
i don't

so no fitnah-fitnah kay???

tak kesian pun kat CB.
muahahahahahaha.
:P

i'm gonna sleep early.
still gonna help teacher tomorrow.

somehow...
i really like it.
:)

bubye.
luv y'all

USTAZAH SHARMILA

to all the students of form
1 RK 1
&
1 RK 2

i juz chatted with Ustazah Sharmila
(if u ppl remember her or not)

i told her my results
(93%)
n she seems okay.

she's at her kampung.
tgh cuti.

next yr,
sambung belajar.

so...
masa yg nak ckp bye bye

ustazah kirim salam kat semua orng

hmmmm..........
i miss her sooooo much.

:)

hope she gets wat she wanna.
insya-Allah.

bubye. luv y'all

FINALLY FORGIVEN... :)

YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

susu forgave me
la la la la la la la la la
*skipping along the road with a candy*

hahahahahaha
:)

so.... the story's like this

i called aina before i went to her house
me: aina ada???
???: aina?? ada. tapi.... dier tgh tido.
nak kite bangunkan???

hahaha.
AINA!!!
do u think i am THAT stupid????

me: aina!!! hari ni aina kluar tau!
aina: tapi... ni bukan aina. ni cuzin dier
me: aku tumbuk jgk kpala budak ni~
aina: aina tgh tido...
me: haha, taulah aina. cakap je... dah kenal dah
aina: ni cuzin aina!
me: puh-lease... do u think i am that stupid???
aina: ok. kiter pergi bangunkan eh?
me: tak yah lah. aina tuu.... dier dah bangun
dan dier tgh ckp ngan kawan dier...
iaitu fatin
aina: fatin tu sape???
me: kiter lah! buat bodoh lak.
aina: kiter pegi bangunkan aina eh??? kay, bye
me: dier tu ingat kite bongok sgt ke???
aina: kay, bye
me: kay... bye. WAI--
aina: *tooooot tooooot*
me: *grumbles n go wear my shoe*

wen i passed the park,
i saw aina's maid n yayah
me: kak! kak tau tak??? tadi kan... fatin call aina.
aina gi ckp yg aina tido dgn yg tgh ckap tu
cuzin die. hahaha
akak: ah, memandai lah tu. tak de cuzin pun...

wen i got to aina's house...
aina tgh pakai tudung
n she buat-buat ngantuk

aina: fatin panggil eh???
me: dah lah tu... admit je lah yg kau call...
aina: tak lah. cuzin aina beritahu
me: memandai je...
aina: btul... dier ade kat atas
me: habis tu, akak u cakap tak de cuzin pun
aina: *sengih* alaaaaaaaahhh.........

hahahaha
KANTOI!!!!
muahahahahahahahahaha

i belanjer dier kat 7E
n guess wat?
i wanted to have walks n all.
but juz after 2 rounds
aina dah pancit.
haha

so... we sat at the buaian.
n talked bout the susu conflict
i explained
through my version
hehe

then, masa 6.30,
we wanted to walk home...
but wen we stood up.
i saw susu n fatin suraya
at the other side of
the school's field

yeah...
i have so good eyesight.
ceh...
haha

aina was straining her eyes n were like:
aina: tu ke diorang???
yg pakai baju warna merah ngan putih tu??
me: *looked*... aina, yg pakai baju warna merah ngan putih tu... kitorang tak kenal.
aina: oh... pakai baju warna hitam eh???
me: tak ah. fatin s pakai baju warna hitam.
nurul pakai baju warna dark purple.
aina: tak nampak ah~~~

fatin s: *shouting* AINA!!!!!!!
me: that's fatin s.
fatin s: DATANG SINI!!!!!
me: sigh... let's go aina.
aina: knapa???
me: fatin panggil...

sooo.... we walked there....
masa datang tu....

fatin s: *pulling susu* dah lah tu... korang jgn lah gado!!! gediks btul lah!
me: *got pulled by fatin s* who said i was fighting???
fatin s: dalam 5 saat, korang kena baik semula...
kalau tak... kena bayar fatin RM10 seorang!
me: never! i'm not gonna pay u!
fatin s: tak kisah...

1...
*nothing*
2...
*still nothing*
3...
*nope*
4...
*not a sound..*
5!
*wait~ do u here the crickets singing???*

fatin s: ahh... korang kena bayar RM10 sorang!
me: kpala otak kau
bla bla bla

susu: *calling sum1* fine! i forgive u!
me: huh???
susu: I FORGIVE U!!!!!!! *talking to the phone* hello, nina ada???
me: urghhhhhhhhh
susu: nina? ada nombor Wan tak?
fatin s: sorry..... susu buzy! okay bye bye!!!
susu: jap lah
bla bla bla

susu: okay. bye
me: uh-huh...
fatin s: cepat lah baik semula~~~
susu: dah lah.
fatin s: okay, sekali lagi!
me: *folding arms*
fatin s: cepatlah weiiiii
me: *thinking a bit... let's go of arm n put them widely open*
me: hug?
susu: *hugs me*

awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww
aint that cute????
hahaha
:)
:)
:)

then bla bla bla...
fatin suraya keeps telling me
to give her RM10
haha

hm.... should i???
i'll think bout it.

n she keeps trying to pick me up.
she already did
but u know...
i'm heavy.
can't help it...
i have big bones.
like dyana.
hehe

wen i came home...
it was late
cuz my clock is faster then u guyz.
so my mom was like:
mom: fatin! dah banyak kali umi pesan, jgn balik lmbat!
me: sorry... i nearly died out there. *wen fatin was trying to pick me up, i thot i was bout ot die!* say thanx to fatin s.
mom: alasan je!
me: hehe

but i don't mind
at least
everything's back to normal.
including the part
wen i keep questioning myself
if i'm forgiven by shaza..

sigh, i guess
i'll juz leave it be.

oh yh.

my phone says i had a missed call from alif bout 5 sumthing.
so i sent a msj.
asking y he called

then he called.
n says he didn't call....
sumthing is definitely wrong
with my phone
hehe

my own phone is pranking me.
we talked a bit.
azim
marks
emo-ism
results
exam
susu

haha
:)

somehow,
i like it wen i talk to him
sometimes

i juz feel nice.
don't ask me y.

n aina has this
weird
NO~
VERY WEIRD
idea
that I,
fatin raihana binti mohd azha bin abdul jalil bin i-forgot-who
HAS A CRUSH
on
ALIF...

ALIF????????????????????????????

in all the people in the world.......
she thinks I'M with ALIF

weird.....
sorry to dissapoint u aina,
but i do not want to think bout crushes now
haha

so i'm in a happy moooooddddd
heheeeee
n i am loooooooooviiiiin iiiiiiiit!!!!!!!!!!!

hehe...
one of my fave of me n susu
juz felt like
i wanted to do this ...

sweet
sweet
times....

:)

PN. LEE'S PET

man, am i exhausted
:)

sooo....
we had assembly this morning
i didn't bring my tag
so
i sat at the normal line

our class was at our normal one
god, i missed it so...
:)

we got our bi
i got an a

n we also got our sejarah
hehe,
i got a c.

wait!
don't blame me...
lots of ppl got bad marks
there wasn't even ONE person
who got an a
n 57% isn't that bad...
.
.
.
yeah, i know...
it's bad

hey, look at the bright side...
i got an a
for
bm
and
pendidikian islam
too

:)

i helped a lot at skool
i mean,
i helped
pn. lee

yeah, yeah...
i'm a teacher's pet

proud to be one too!

i asked aina to help me on
something pn. lee wants

we had to key in some data into
her pc
n we came back late too.
more bout 3 o'clock

so...
i guess that it.

wow...
that was short.

i'm going out today.
either with aina...
or without her

wanna jog round
n
clear my mind
run a bit
that oughta do it

hmm...
kay.
i'm going out now.
bb.
still luv y'all

p/s:
if ur wondering bout me???
still not forgiven

STUCK IN MY HEAD

sheeeeeeeeeeessssshhhhhh
now it's all stuck in my head

can't get it out...

URGHHHHHH

mom says i'm going mental

aaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
i'm mental
*sigh*

AAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH
i don't wanna be mental

-_-"

can't it go away for even
ONE second?????

no

URRRRRRGGGGGGHHHHHHH

ahhhhhh
fine

yes
i am mental

no,
i'm not normal

why me????

blerghhhhhh

yes,
i am
very
very
very
weird

so much 4 changing into a better person

*sigh*

i'm messing up my life
n
everyone else's

wat in the world
should i do now???

CURE THE THINGS U'VE HURT

i'm so confused like hell now...
shoot...
no offence.

i gotta take care of my stupid language

or ppl would chop my head off...

SUSUUUUUUU!!!!!!!!!

i DID NOT backstab u.

all i was saying
is that ur blocking me from having my answers
i juz wanna know if i'm forgiven or not.
i didn't say anything else did i???

n i was hurt
(as the usual day routine)
wen
u was talking to shaza n the others
n didn't talk to me at all
juz at times
but u ignored me

n wen u was talking to shaza
u know i have this brain damage bout him
i'm questioning myself like a damn idiot
but u juz talked to him like nothing was wrong

n i was walking home alone
thinking
n
thinking

i don't MEAN to HURT U
on purpose
u think i did
?

n if i REALLY hurt ur feelings,
then sorry
i'm not on a balanced state

u know my family doesn't give me
enough attention ryt???

can't u understand juz a LIL bit???

i came to ur house
TO HAVE SOMEONE TO TALK TO
to cheer up.

but u juz left me there reading
while u was chatting with shaza

.
.
.
.
.

if ur still mad at me,
i don't know wat to say...
i don't usually
hurt my frens this way
first time ever i think

Dedicated to two most

wonderful n complicated

frens in the world;

Susu & Shaza

and yes,
i am very
honestly
truly
sorry
to both of you

for always
putting grief
n pain
in ur
lovely
hearts

i also
wish
that i
never
met you
so you two
wouldn't
hurt like
this.

i'm not
going to
ruin
my apology
with an excuse

and
i have
no excuse

so,
please
forgive me?
.
.
.

There's one sad truth in life I've found
While journeying east and west -
The only folks we really wound
Are those we love the best.
We flatter those we scarcely know,
We please the fleeting guest,
And deal full many a thoughtless blow
To those who love us best